Nth, nth and nth!
Sorry, i am very frustrated now!
I also dunno why i no mood now!
Really no mood!
Lazy to talk
Lazy to reply msg
Lazy to chat
Lazy to write blog
Lazy to do everything
All these happen just because i dunno where i am going after this.
Where? Which?
What?
Everything!
Frustrated!
JPA, will i get it?
Matrik, will i be the second intake student?
Sime Darby, is that still got the chance?
haiz.
Today 20 April 2008!
Is that my fault for apply oversea courses?
Who should i blame for?
For the excellent results?
Haiz, i can't blame gov, bcs they got the rule!
I understand y i have been rejected by matrik!
Bcs only 10 % for non-bumis!
12A for nth or
Nth for 12A!
i also dunno!
i dunno whether i better go to private college or form 6 if i failed JPA!
Y i need to be in such dilemma?
is that my fault?
Haiz! is that i think too much?
i need to be more open-minded?
or i just wait for my jpa?
anyone can answer my questions?
Nobody!
smile, i can't!
cry, i try hard to prevent it!
sleep, while sleeping i also think about my path after this!
eat, i am fat enough!
hang out with friends, no money to do so dy!
go to die, i don't want my name on the first page of newspapers just because of my crazy action!
TV, i hate to beg ppl!
be open-minded, i try to be, but it's difficult!
write letter to LPM to take back my results, i want to do so if you can sure i can further my study!-of course it's a joke!
think nth, prepare for f6, if can, i also hope that my mind stop thinking of impossible things. but what to do, i can't control it and i got the feeling too!
what's more?
My advise to the juniors, if you don't want to be in dilemma like what i am facing now, score only moderate results such as 7A or 8A, enough! IF u think that you will not be unlucky as what happened to me, go ahead! Best of luck!
Gambateh!
i also wonder why i am moody now!
High school memories
3 years ago
hye..
ReplyDeleteu must remember dat:
#everything happens for reasons
#if u don't get what u want now, doesn't mean God x love u or u're unlucky..
#BUT, it must be dat what u really want is not good for u, if not now, may be it is for ur future..
#OR, it must be dat ur God is planning sth better for u..sth dat u nvr know..
#OR, it must be dat God is testing u..to see how strong are you..
#AND, u should believe dat ur patience will be rewarded one day..
#if u think u've put much effort on sth but in the end u got nth, nvr blame urself or God..ya, everything happens for reasons..
#always look down to those more unluckier..
#it is said dat we should not easily satisfied with what we achieve n must always hope for more..
#BUT, sumtime it's ok to be satisfied..look at those who got 5a,6a,7a, 8a or 9a..hmm, at least u better off than them all..
#well, u say it's better 4 u to get just 7a..
#then, THINK!!
#with 7a, can u go 4 jpa, sime darby or got the chance to apply 4 any scholarship? NO!!
#at least with 12a, u manage to go through some intvw..
#xperience is more important..
#don't get easily upset,fren!!
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ReplyDeleteb patient
ReplyDeleteyr result sure wil b useful
believe yrself
u can do it
hehe
heyday, thanks for your post (although it is not for me)...haha
ReplyDeletekinda agree with the first sentence-"#everything happens for reasons"....
i got 12As too (SPM 2007)and i remembered the day i received the result i have the same thought as you too "12As means nth now!"(mind you, i aim for 12A1s)
but now, i wanna change my perspective...
1st- i really appreciate the result i got now.at least it qualifys me into various scholarship applications available.you must understand that this is not what a 7A or 8A student can do...
2nd- from my scholarship interview trip these days, i learn that just a good record in academic is not enough. there is still a lot of things that we must learn to excel in life. i learn to be humble now as i have seen many people who are better than me these days. if u think that you deserve a scholarship just because you got 12As, then you are wrong!!All interviewers are looking for all-rounded person.(that's not me)
**At last, dont ever give up easily and think positive all the time(my teacher teaches me this)
thx heyday, ocean and chang-
ReplyDeletethe comments
i hope for the best,
of course i will prepare for the worst!
Chang-u r?
spm batch 2006?
or?
mind to intro?
spm batch 2007... as i have indicated in the bracket(SPM 2007)in the fifth line
ReplyDeletewhich means that we are of the same age... haha!!
sorry for my offensive words(if there's any)...
well, let's work hard for a better future,k?
together we can do it!!
ok!
ReplyDeleteThx for ur encouraging word!
u got 12A1, walau!
so far, u went through how many interview?
wait, where u got my blog address?
from recom?
pls leave ur email address, thx!