2009--Year of possibilities!

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YEAR OF POSSIBILITIES!

I want to turn over a new left!

First things first, i want to study hard and smart in order to get into top University in USA!

Last year, i wrote 12 posts to my new blog! I remained that number because 12 reflects everything! I love 12!

Say Good Bye to 2008!

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Say good bye to my old blog!
Total posts including this one is

240

Youth 09's Pass!

Will i go?

A short summary of year 2008

Jan-March

I attended Book-keeping Course at Kelantan Commercial School. Finally, I realized that account is not my cup of tea. I stopped the course and join the MUET tuition class. This first 3 months of the year were really a great experience. I knew lots of new friends and I hoped our friendship would stand forever.

8 March 2008

12^th Election process of Malaysia! Miracle had happened! Opposition took over 5 states of 13 states of Malaysia.

12 March 2008

My SPM results came out.  Not expectablely that I had achieved 12A’s included my mother tongue.

13 March ahead

I started my scholarships application. I almost forgot how many scholarships I had applied. JPA, Petronas, YTM, Sime Darby, KPLSPM, etc…. If I am not mistaken, there were about 12 scholarships that I had applied.

April-May

Interviews processes had started. Although I applied for more than 10 scholarships, only 3 scholarships providers called me for the interview processes. Sime Darby, JPA and KPLSPM had qualified me as successful candidates for the interview processes.

12 May 2008

Form 6 and Matriculation started their programs. I had to register as a lower six student at SMK Tanah Merah 1 before I hadn’t been selected as student for matriculation program.

23 May 2008

I registered as a Matriculation student at Pahang Matriculation Centre (KMPH) because my appeal to the government had succeeded. The government offered me a place in KMPH. Thank you! I learned a lot of things when I still in KMPH, I had known a lot of good friends and these friends are still keeping touch with me. I always miss my life there.

June

9 June 2008

My KMPH’s new friends were celebrating birthday for me.

10 June 2008

I got the news that my appeals to government to secure JPA had succeeded. Thus, I planned to quit matriculation program and went to INTEC to start a new life there.

Mid of June ahead

I quitted from KMPH and prepared for my life at INTEC. I went on medical check-up and did several college admissions’ things.

29 June

I registered as a new student at INTEC. I met my new classmates and new lecturers. For me, everything at INTEC was totally different from everything at KMPH.

July-Oct

1^st Semester had started. Honestly, in the beginning, I was thinking of quitting from ADFP program. I regretted from quitting from KMPH. However, days by days, I realized that it’s impossible for me to do so. Thus, what can I do? I just can try my best to brush up my English as most of the courses here were English course. For your information, I got GPA 3.00 for my mid-term examination; I was quite disappointed with my terrible results. After I heard that my KMPH’s friends and other colleges’ friends told me that their GCPA were above 3.5 or almost 4.0, I was frustrated and under pressure. After that, my SAT results had dropped my spirits as well. I got 750 for mathematics part but I just got 480 and 500 for writing and critical reading parts respectively. I hated myself. I regretted why I couldn’t be an expert in English Language. Day by day, I hadn’t shown any improvement. The final examination was over and I was ready to go home!

Nov-Dec

I came back to Kelantan straight away after my final test. I had nothing to do at home. I was day dreaming. I was thinking about my future. I was thinking about my course and my major. For your information, I will major in Mechanical Engineering (not very suitable for a girl) ~. Now I am wondering why I chose this course. There is no undo path for me! I must try my best no matter what course I will major in! I backed to Shah Alam for 1 week in November. It was just for the KARISMA-Chess Competition. Although I lost all the games, I learnt something new and knew that I was not good enough in Chess. In December, I joined 1 week camp at Gopeng. Besides, I was a committee member of Danell Lee’s mini concert at SRJK© Yuk Cheng! Now I’m writing for my last post of the year 2008! Happy New Year!

I would like to say....

Thank you to all my blog readers!

Thank you to my mum and dad!

Thank you to my friends!

Thank you to my relatives!

Thank you to all living things!

You all have lived my life of year 2008~

Stay tuned!

A short summary of 2008 will be published soon!

Rubik's Cube

I has broken my promise. I am still online! Although my parents don't notice my late night activity, I feel I should tell them so that they are prepared for the bills! I also plan to subscribe celcom broadband, i will go to the shop today morning and ask for my dad's opinion. I want to online when I come back to my loving home! 12 months per year, at least 4 months i will stay at home! Thus, i think it's quite reasonable for me to have a celcom broadband. I think i should subscribe it after my SAT II tests. I play rubik's cube to reduce my boredom but it didn't help lots. Sometimes, i felt bored because i knew the strategy to solve the cube dy! I want to offline dy! Bored, bored, bored.................

Today might be the last day of 2008 i can online!

Actually, i am online using dial-up connection! Why? A long story!
Anyway, thx god my mum have another home phone which i "curi-curi" used to online! "shut up! pls don't tell her!"

yes, you're right! she will notice soon but that time i will be at Shah Alam dy! Better been noticed when i am there than here-my Sweet home! Hehe! Genius!

every time i online using this "not permitted" line is after 12a.m.! this is because all of my family members are sleeping! Hehe. Great idea!

i am not going to talk about the streamyx cut-off incident anymore. i can't blame anyone but Telekom! Haiz! Old story~

i will be at Shah Alam next week, a new life will start again! What is gone let it goes! That's what i can say now. Honestly, i am very miss the matrikulasi life! i also wonder why! i realise that i am more hardworking when i was there! Now, i become lazier and take things for granted! i hope that after this blog is published i will become more hardworking!

Action speaks louder than word! So, i think i better stop typing and go on with my SAT II's stuffs
.

Things to do before 1st Jan 2009:

1- I need to pack my things.
i- Clothes-Baju Kurung (at least 3 pairs), formal attires, casual attires, etc…
ii- Books-SAT II books, notes, SAT vocabulary, new semester books, etc…
iii- Dictionaries-I will bring all the relevant dictionaries…
iv- Stationery
v- My visual world-laptop, hp, printer, A4 papers, charger, pendrive, iPod, etc…
vi- College admission’s stuffs-student card, payment slip, key, etc…
vii- Mischievous things-Beverly’s stuffs, Justina’s food, etc…
2- Study at least half of the SAT II’s syllabus.
i- Chemistry
ii- Physics
iii- Mathematics II
3- My TOEFL—I must do lots of practices!
4- Drive car (Please don’t laugh)-I haven’t driven the car since I backed from Shah Alam!
5- Make sure I am sure about what I really want!
6- Find out what I want to do next year!
7- Sleep as long as my body wants!
8- Watch nice and awesome movies only!
9- Enjoy my life before suffering from lots of assignments.
10- Merry Christmas!
11- Happy New Year!—partying
12- Prepare physically and mentally for new semester:-
i- Make sure I’m in the pink.
ii- Mentally prepare for new classmates.
iii- Emotionally get ready to face new unknown lecturers.
iv- Have to receive all the critics willingly.
v- I will be on diet.
vi- 24/7 in the perfect personality.
vii- Aim for 4.0 GCPA.
viii- Accept the fact that I am going to USA.
ix- Love ENGLISH.
x- Hold on the dream to travel around the world.
xi- Get fit- I will rejoin Taekwondo training sessions.
xii- Last but not least…... GAMBATEH!

No online activity anymore at my sweet home!

My dad had cut out our home phone's line.

This is so misunderstanding between dad and mum. i won't interrupt and i will let this goes on like what it would like to go on!
END OF THE STORY
P/s: I'm not in the good mood now!

7 days motivation Camp!

I just came back from Gopeng Camp yesterday.
That camp was a memorable camp.
However, i quite disappointed with my performance.
Why?
I am still the same person.
I haven't changed my personality!
My socializing skills are still the same! At the bottom line!
P.S: I got to go! I am writing these words at Cybercafe because my internet cable had been stolen!

What i need to do......

1st, tmr will be danell lee concert at SRJK(C) Yuk Cheng! His concert preparation is driving me crazy! I have no art sense! Ribbon cutting ceremony--i am the "boss". Haiz, what to do? Today, 2p.m, i will be there to prepare those things. Come on, making something out of a ribbon only, it is an "easy" task!

 I CAN DO IT!!!

okay, 2nd, i am going to 7 days camp which is organised by YMM perak!

I hope that i will talk about the camp after i come back, maybe i can't update my blog during 6th dec till 13th dec 2008. 

Surely, "I CAN'T"

3rd, after the camp, i don't want to join any activities, i want study for my SAT II, i should not take holiday for granted! I must prepare myself for next semester.

After attending that camp, i want to resist myself from any social activities!

Next year is the year to HAPPY again!

THIS IS MY PROMISE!

4th, there are no free thing in this world! I need to sacrifice in order to have good and bright future! No more movies, no more movies, no more social activities, there are only books to read! Okay? Yes, i must! Please, i must!

May the omnipotent God bless me!

Sure, SHE/HE/IT/THEY will!

Last but not least.................

For CNY, my mum said that she will give us(my bother and me) RM 400 respectively to buy our new clothes! Is that enough? I dunno bcs i haven't tried to buy my CNY clothes by myself!

That's all.

Tomorrow, 10p.m, i am going to leave to Gopeng, Perak for the camp!

This is my new blog!

I interchanged the domain!

If you all want to know my history, my old blog is still there for you.

This is the link:

http://myselfpslold.blogspot.com/

I create a new blog!

This blog will not be closed but i prefer my new blog!

I will not update this blog anymore unless necessary!

I interchange the domain!

My new blog domain is

http://myselfpsl.blogspot.com/

Come on, You can do it!

YMM Danell concert really makes me mad!
Why?
I am in the group which i was not supposed to be!

剪彩? What?
My job is "easy"
Prepare all the things needed for that memorable event!
"Cutting the ribbon" event!
What do we call it in BI?

02 Dec 2008--Crazy!

Those are the words i jotted down when i was mad!

Only movies can reduce my boredom temporarily! 

Now i am online-ing using dial-up modem.

P.S-my mum doesn't know bcs she is sleeping NoW!

1st December 2008

Rainy Day(Monday)

Today, i watched 2 movies:

i-What Happens In Vegas

ii-John Tucker Must Die

Besides, i created this new blog for my own sake!

I have nothing to do!

Today, i realised that i only have 50++  days to prepare for SAT II!

I must start working on it now!

Wish me good luck!

I like Harry Potter Movies but...........

Five movie so Far!

3 to go! Bcs The last book is divided into 2 parts!

2009,2010,2011!

Waiting for you!

I dislike its books! 

Why?

Reasons:

1. Its books are too big(size).

2. The lexicon used by author is too jargon to me!

3. I hate its books' thicknesses!

Minor Reasons

i-Cost-Expensive

ii-No time to read

iii-Difficult to understand its plot!

77 Movies--

I like 21!- Am i a whiz-kid? I hope i am!

City of God-It made me realised how fortunate i am!

Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do!--Love is Blind@-@

You don't mess with Zohan--Work Hard

Enchanted--Think carefully

Etc...

Watching Movies--is now part of my life!

Holiday--can't go anywhere--no car plus it is raining season! 

Nobody want come out for high tea!

List of Movies that i have so far!

21

28 days later

A mighty Heart

Armageddon

Atonement

Austin Power in Goldmember

Baby Mama

Back to the future Trilogy

Be kind Rewind

Bridget Jones-The edge of Reason

Death Note

Death Note-The Last Name

Death Note-L Change The World

Enchanted

Get Smart

Hancock

Harry Potter 1-5.....Waiting for the 6

High School Musical 1, 2 & 3

Hitman

Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal

Iron Man

Lemony Snicket's-A Series of Unfortunate Events

Madagascar

Madagascar Escape 2 Africa

Mamma Mia

Meet Dave

Monster In Law

Mr. Bean's Holiday

My Sassy Girl

Night at The Musuem

Pirates of The Caribbean-Trilogy

Superhero Movie

The Teeth

The Bank Job

The Breed

The Bucket List

The Chronicles of Narnia-Prince Caspian

The Chronicles of Narnia-The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

The Comebacks

The Frighteners

The Game Plan

The Incredible Hulk

The Italian Job

The Notebook

The Prestige

The Simpsons Movie

The Spiderwick Chronicles

The Golden Compass

Transformers

Untraceable

Wanted

What Happens In Vegas

You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Freedom Writers

Horton Hears A Who!

John Tucker Must Die

Kung Fu Panda

Ladder 49

Longest Yard

National Treasure 2-Book of Secrets

 

 

She's The Man

Step Up 2 the Streets

Stomp the Yard

七音符 Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do

27 dresses

August Rush

Birds of America

Henry Poole is Here

The Great Debaters

The Good The Bad The Ugly

Alvin and The Chipmunks

Before The Devil Knows You're Dead

City of God

Run Fat Boy Run

The Visitor

We Own The Night

P.S I love You

I have watched half of them!

IRVINE is History, Landover is my new Destination!

What?

LANDOVER---

Engineers Unite At Landover Spring 2009!

My new classmates-Who?

I just know one, Justina!

OMG!

How?

Good news or bad news?

Can i shine?

Miss no good! 不良笑花

A nice taiwanese drama!

You can watch it through youtube!

14 episodes only! Source:Dramawiki!

Good sites to share!

WOW!

Internet is really good!

Anything can get from it!

Recently, i found 2 websites which i think it helps me to reduce my boredom!

To find movie,

http://isohunt.com/

To find its subtitles,

http://www.subtitlesource.org/

IQ--Test Your IQ when you are under TENSION!

http://www.triviafanatic.com/

Lame(@-@)

I, a “humble” girl from a fast developing town, am currently holidaying! What did I expect? I expected there would be a fun and packed holiday. However, nothing much has happened. I have stayed at home “alone” for almost one month. I have done nothing much. Sleeping, reading, WATCHING MOVIE-SSS…. I also have no idea what I should do! Chatting in MSN, YM is not my favorite. Listening to music is not my cup of tea. Watching movies is damn f*&k-ing. God, please guide me towards a happier path! No one understands my feelings, no one knows that I am suffering; no one notices that I am devastating.

Whatever!—no more whatever!

Damn!—be GRATEFUL!

 

I dunno what I am writing!

 

For SPM 2008 leavers, best of luck!

You all are merdeka—ing!

Hehe!

Food!

Can you imagine that i ate those food for one week vacation at SHAH ALAM?

Haiz!

I failed to keep my own promise!

I am not going on diet anymore!

MONEY MONEY MONEY

Y?

I can't stop using money, money keeps my life live!

REALLY and truly?

I'm turning crazy!

Come on!

Money, is that all YOU can give me?

I want LOVE

Another wrong decision......

I should not register for SAT II.

Now is not the time to regret but it is the time to upgrade myself.

I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!

27 dresses--my favorite!

Movies that i have watched so far.....
Almost all the recent movies!

I like 27 dresses!
Why?
The girl is amazing!
I like her acting and also her characteristics in that movie.
I love the ending too!
It's a brilliant idea to end the movie.
It's a very good production.
You all should watch it and i am sure you all won't regret!

Chess---totally a disaster!

oday, i lost again; but, i am satisfied with my performance.

I just gained nothing except got valuable experience.

Experience, experience and experience....

Lost with spirits, at least i got those experience..

Quoting from my teammates,

"We will never die in the same way again!"

Think optimistically, but chess got lots of ways to checkmate.

I lost but got one watch from Samuel, thank you.

Y? Great courage to play!

29 June 2008---First Day i stepped into Shah Alam

Shah Alam--A city of "nothing"
Linking to other cities!
KTM, Mini Buses, Rapid KL...etc..
Food
Section 18, where i am staying, has nothing to eat--just the Indians' food.
Pak Li is my most favorite dining paradise!
Secondly, fast-food restaurants would be my second choice..
Mcd, KFC, Secret Recipe, Chicken Rice Shop, etc..
Drink--really need to take care of this facet--usually i would buy mineral water from shopping centres..
Giant, mydin---
mydin is the nearest!
Dobi! RM3.00 per week.. sometime twice per week!
Friends--not as many as before....
Relationship--I didn't argue with others, others didn't care about my existence.
I am in my path, you are in your coverage area.
We didn't have any linking way!
Sports, chess, as i said before, disappointed!
Academic, so far so-so.
SAT reasoning test--2 sections okay, writing--should i throw it into a rubbish bin?
SAT II, i am preparing--aim for full mark~can i achieve it?
TOEFL, another dying test!
Come on, i can do it!
Next year, i want to become an active and fluent speaker.
I didn't want to be passive anymore.
Oral communication---i want to achieve at least A-.
First thing i need to do is encounter my nervous!
I should face it without any tension, pls, voice, come out spontaneously~
ENGLISH ENGLISH ENGLISH
I should love you since i was a child!

Holiday-ing! Enjoy or suffering?

21/11/2008--miserable day! A day that i should not forget it!

21-- 2 in one day--FAIL
Chess i wont touch you again after Charisma~
You are making me felt guilty!
Win, lost or draw!
I lost~
Tomorrow will be another game for me to play, i want win or draw-no more careless or silly mistake--just a game--not a test-- but i should consider it as a test~

1st game--Queen had a big desire to kill others then finally she died due to the appetite of eating!--big mistake--i admit that is my fault--
2nd game--Caesar have nothing to do so put itself somewhere to be killed! Wrong--my fault again~
Haiz, i am very disappointed with myself.
Give up or improve?
I really felt guilty when i lost.
i dunno how to answer others when they ask me i won or lost.
Tonight, i am sure my mum will call and ask, i should tell her i lost because of my careless and let her scold me like what she did when i didn't get mark due to the silly mistake i did during the examination or i should tell her that the opponents are very strong, got MSSM, MSSK players, what should i tell her?
I am really dunno is that i am the suitable player for the chess?
It tests our mental~MENTAL~
Haiz, do anyone have any useful solution for me?
tonight i will tell my mum i lost, then reason, opponents too strong~ Lie or fact?
Whatever...
I have tried my best-Izzit?

:(

1 word:
Bored!

Today is the Nth I come back to TM.
Everyday, i watch drama-s and movie-s till 6 in the morning.
I wake up on 3 in the evening.
My time has been inverse!
Why do i do so?
I am avoiding the disturbance from my family.
I am finding things to do to fulfill my time.
I have no car to drive.
I have no friend to yam cha--they are schooling.
I have no mood to study yet.

My Group Logo

Hometown...Haiz

I'm very boring now~
Just now i went to my "loving" previous school.
But i gained nth~
Principal was not around!
No one can accompany me as all my friends are schooling!

2 more papers....

READING
-Scanning~skimming~light reading~reading for learning~CRITICAL READING!
-Text organization-
-comparison-contrast
-cause-effect
-description
-enumeration
-Definition/classification

News stories-a recent event of some importance, narrative
Feature stories-human-interest stories

My SAT results......

Happy yet disappointed..

No more hope to get into Ivy League~always day-dreaming~

Busy Weekends

Today i want to study CTES...
Tomorrow i will sit for the final examination of CTES!

Assignment--Writing last Assignment!
Should the Internet be monitored or censored? By whom?

Book Review 2--Presentation slide show!

Pre-calculus--Revise-prepare for Quiz 9 and also Test 3--next week!

L.A.--overabudance of exercises!

TOEFL--Complete test 5--haven't done yet!

Bad Luck!

Recently, i lost my Nokia 2630. I lost all my worthy contacts and i felt very frustrated but from that incident, i learnt a lot of moral values. First, i am becoming more careful and i realized that my friendships with others are not strong enough. Most of my friends are not even care about my new number. They didn't ask for it. To me, it is too cruel as i was wasting my time and energy to send the email and also msg to inform them that my hp was stolen!

Besides, my new bought laptop is having lots of problems. For instance, DVD room is out of function, no chinese characters, lots, lots, lots~

Actually, i had done something stupid, i regretted for doing so! i won't post here as that person might see it. Sorry, i didn't mean to say so! Sorry!

Now, i have 2 HPs, i haven't told my mum and dad that i got 2 HPs. I bought Nokia 1200 for RM110 at mid valley megamall.

I dunno whether i should continue my hard work here or should i give up as i know my absorption abilities are quite slower than others. I hate to be here but i must be responsible to any decision that i had made!

If my posts are useless, no need to read it as i am writing my journal here! Hehe~

My campaign project seems won't be successful because of several unavoidable reasons, Please, i want cooperative members! Help me! Everyone want fly, pls give more commitment! I can't scold you all as i am nobody!

That's all~~ Doing slideshow for presentation now!

3 weeks to go

Next week
Pre-calculus quiz 8 and 9.
Campaign
Reading Test 3
TOEFL-writing(3), speaking(6)--D.O.S-practice
Writing-Summary and Paraphrasing Test
CTES-Final exam
L.A-maybe got quiz--

Next 2 week
Precalculus quiz 10, Test 3--must get full mark! HEHE
Toefl again!
Maybe assigments!

Last week at INTEC
Final for all!

Please, please, my number! I want it!

My hp is missing in action!
I think it might be stolen last night!
The long hand theft has gotten it from the unclosed window in my room.

1 week--Sleeping--Playing-- No didactic activities At all!

Mid Valley trips--26 September 2008

Late
Trick
Strategem
Fun
Extravagent

I spent about RM300!

2 trousers
1-RM30-Softwear-2 for RM60--Shared with Justina
1-Body Glove-storewide 50% less--original price--RM179.90
I got the permission from my mother to buy that trouser!
Guess what she told me?
She replied me "Why you ask me?"

1 sweater--Softwear--RM20, we bought one colour each person--me, beverly, justina, sundrina--4--

Kim Gary--RM19

Transport
Taxis to KTM Shah Alam--RM2
KTM-- mid valley--RM3
(go)

Back--funny--adventure
--to ktm kl sentral--RM1--first, we wanted take taxis back to SA, but he wanted charge us RM50!-- last train to ktm kl sentral--fortunately!

--kl sentral--SA-- no ktm, bcs it was 11p.m dy.

We asked to the taxis, RM65--we didn't want to waste money!

So, guess what?

Rapid KL

First, we didn't know anything about rapid kl--7 of us~

Second, i was the person who saw the sunway piramid on the bus--U67--

Third, we got in the rapid kl and paid RM2..

The bus's air-cond "rosak".

Pasar Seni or near the Petaling Street.

The driver asked us to change to U65--if i was not mistaken!

when we entered the bus, we asked him whether the bus would go to SA.

Thank you!

U64--another bus--
about more than 0.5 hour journey, we almost arrive Section 18, but we didn't arrive!

Y?

Actually, we need to stop at one bus stop and change to U529!

Haiz, we went out from the bus U64 at Section 25, the chinese food place!

Then, we took taxis to Akasia--

RM10

Aiyoyo!

Haiz--

Summarize
Food--RM20
Transport--RM20
Clothes--Dunno!

P.S
We were late! 12.45a.m.
The guard was so nice~
WE DIDN'T get any warning letter and summoun!

TOEFL >> Time to blog!

I have done my listening and reading practice test!
Haiz, quite boring.
Try to inculcate love here!
Hmm, 28/39-reading-terrible
25/34-listening-my ears are sucked...

Can i exceed the cut off point of JPA?
79/120

19 plus 19 is only 38.
You think i can get 41 fkr my other 2 sections?
Speaking- my worst english skills.
Writing- it depends on luck.

Yesterday i had done nth for the whole day.
Y?

I was sick.

Slept in the room...

Vitamins'failures.

Who are going to become doctor, pls don't give wrong medicine to your patients!

Tomorrow i got pre-calculus test, i need to do revision tonight.

i want score in test 1 bcs i got bad results in test 1~

94 and above is my target!

Gambateh!

No one can stop me from achieving my goals!

Oh ya, tomorrow also got oral communication test, i want to upgrade myself as i was the worst student in that subject. Speak confidently without nervous, is that easy? who can teach me the skill?

SAT is looming large. Everything is going on in rush!

Radio Drama---just the script is done
Book Review---haven't touch anything yet
Writing assignment---haiz---rush---just know today---friday need to pass up dy.

My personal view to my own blog!

Is that any purposes for creating blog?
Hmm, just to express my feelings!

70%-Feeling
20%-Nonsense
10%-Information

Actually,i just want to find a space to express all my feelings and the most important thing is to relieve my tension.

My blog is for no one, is just for me!

Recently, the stress is overwhelming me!

I hope that this particular force will continue control my life as i need it to work harder..

SAT is looming large, i realize it but ignore to look upon it!

My target for SAT is over 1200...

But is that possible?

I know to get above 1300 seems impossible as my critical reading is totally sucked!

I want to be as clever as the austinians, in term of english subjects!

I want to maintain or improve my pre-calculus mark, i quite proud with myself, in term of non-esl subjects!

English seems more important now, so let me improve it!

May God bless me?

Sure, he or she would if he or she existed!

oh ya, forget to say congratulation to myself as i passed the cut-off point set by jpa, of course, not over 3.5! i meant for actp, above 2.75!
I got 3.00!

Okay, these are my marks for mid term

1A---THEOLOGY, others B(B+,B,B-) except READING!

Is that true?

http://www.criticsrant.com/bb/reading_level.aspx

Movie Reviews

Sunway Piramid--1st time in Cinema!

Mid-autumn Festival-Dong Zen Temple~

WORK HARDER

Writing-78-C-2.33

Reading-79-C- 2.33
Haiz, if my lecturer were willing to give me one mark more, i would not be so depressed now. This is because 80 is B-, the pointer is 2.67!

Precalculus-76-B--2.67

Theology & psychology-above 80-dunno-maybe B-3.00

L.A-81-B--2.67

Oral communication-i really really dunno--i can't imagine about the mark!

So, the conclusion is i didn't pass the cut-off point made by JPA-2.75!

WARNING LETTER

Siew La, what are the advantages of sleeping during the lecture?

I would like to say "thank you" for asking me such question!

Watch out!

Sleeping got a lot of benefits!



This happened during the oral communication class today!

Long story~

TOEFL >> Time to blog!

Now I'm in the computer lab. Toefl class.
Just now printed out my 2 humble essays!
I really dunno how to score better in SAT and Toefl.
Today i had done my SAT Practice Test 5. My critical reading is 360 only, not even exceeded half of 800. I feel sad and depressed. I believe i have tried my best but my English standard is still in the old path!
i really dunno what i should do now. Can someone guide me?
I study, study and study but there is still no improvement!
I want to improve and the most important task is i have to fly!
I don't want my family feel shamed when knowing that i have done badly in INTEC.
The first thing that made me depressed is i am placed into 9th class. This is personal view, i didn't blame anyone except myself. Why cant i improve my English?
I really frustrated when my friends asked me about my studies. i dunno how to reply them as they cant understand me because i am struggling and suffering now!

HAIZ

Difficult to score--
SAT
TOEFL

So so
Writing
Reading
L.A
Pre-calculus

Dunno bcs it's subjective
Oral communication

Okay
Theology

Please don't ask me to take it easy because i don't want to take it easy!

There is no the easiest or the hardest pre-u course!

Only the smartest and the most hardworking person win the game...
No matter which pre-u you study...

New Myself_psl!

My mathematics skills have dropped dramatically, my English skills haven't improved since i starting studying here!

Yesterday, i got my pre-calculus test 1's mark.

I am very disappointed with my mark.

Too bad---i had never ever received such bad mark!

I'm worry about my future, where my skills have gone?

Practices make perfect? Is that i am lacking of practices?

I need to struggle hard! Gambateh! I must aim for ivy league!

Hye ,

for your information, JPA only allowed students to apply for ivy league university for their 1st year. Starting from this year, JPA did not send their student to ivy leagus standard university.

thanks

regards

Azriey Mazlan
JPA

What had i learnt?

Pre-calculus
Chapter 1-Fundamentals
My worst part-number system
Chapter 2-Functions
My weakness-finding domain and co-domain
Chapter 3-Part 1-Polynomial- so far so good!
Part 2-Rational Functions-Waiting!

Language Awareness--no idea--all about grammar--basic learning!

SAT--die--my practice test result has dropped! How to improve it? Any idea?

TOEFL--Fun--the lecturer use various way of teachings

Writing-My writing is terrible and i hope i can improve it.

Reading--Read, read and read!

Oral Communication--Gain confidence!


Next 2 weeks, i am going back to Tanah Merah!

SAT Practice Test 3

I will sit for my SAT Practice Test 3 tomorrow.
My laptop has been hospitalized for almost 3 days.

Black is better than white!

I lost 2 games when i was the white.
I won all the games when i was the black.
Both of these colors are the colors of chess.

Intec got 2nd place!

Lost by 0.5 mark!

SAF!

3 weeks! Akasia+Cemara+INTEC=?

As all of you knew, i am studying at Intec and staying at Akasia.

-Intec-

-Akasia-

Language Awareness, Reading, Writing, Oral Communication, TOEFL, SAT and Pre-calculus.
These are the subjects i am studying for 1st semester.

Today, my pre-calculus' lecturer told my class that our mark for quiz 1 is very low. Half of Irvine is below 10 mark out of 25 mark. I am worry and hope that i can get better mark. I will commit suicide is i am one of the half of irvine those get 10 mark and below!

My target, above 18!

modulus of any number is positive, why was the question negative?
???
haiz!

Assignment, assignment, assignment......etc....

Try your best!

Pls open the door!

My room had accidentally locked by wind!

Why must i learn English? USA!

Honestly, i need a long period of time to be an expert in one particular language. For example, i have used 13 years to get A2 for my Chinese Language in SPM. Mandarin is my mother-tongue, but i am still not an expert for this language. How about English? Will i use the same period of time to become an expert for this globalization language? I have 3 months only to prepare for my SAT and also my TOEFL, i hope i pass the cut-off point set by JPA or PSD this year so that i can fly to USA next year.
Minimum requirement to fly after ADFP,
SAT>1300
TOEFL>100
GCPA>3.5
Get a place in one of Ivy League or Ivy League Standard Universities!
Is that possible?
Think positively, if i can't fly after ADFP, i will continue my studies in INTEC by doing ACTP.
After that, more linear requirements are needed to fly after ACTP.
SAT>1000
TOEFL>79
GCPA>2.75
but i need to get a place in such tough-to-get-in university!
My own conclusion is be an expert in English before you apply for any USA universities!
How to brush up my English?
Study, study and study.

English, english and english.. Whole days learn English!

"Try your best, you can do it!"
Is that the above statement helpful for nourishing my interest on English?

Pang Siew La, are you Sarawakian or Sabahan?

I am a Kelantanese.

A, B, C, D.........N............... IRVINE is my Class!

Today is my most depressed day since i am here. I know the reasons but i don't want to let others know, here is the place to express my feelings. First of all, today morning i went to Berjaya Times Square. I have nothing to say about that. My story begins when i saw my name in the long name lists of ADFP students. I did badly in my English Placement Test, so i have been placed in IRVINE group of 13 groups. I dunno that time i really took it for granted as many of friends said i like to do so, but honestly, i think i had tried my best. Now is the time for me to start everything especially my English. I really need someone to guide me how to excel in English, all my roommates in the in front classes such as Boston and Chicago. I feel very small when i am in the room, i don't the reason i got such feelings. My mum phoned me just now, i told her whatever in my minds, she said she can't do anything except give me the money to buy books, anyway, thank, you still support me. For the non-bumiputra especially Chinese, they are in 1st till 3rd class, i said mostly of them but not all of them. I counted my name from the back, i am 10th from the last if i was not miscounting, i counted from the back, i meant non-bumiputra. I dunno what should i do now, and shouldn't i do now!

GOD please guide me!

USA- Can i do it?

Well, today i went to recommers gathering.
That session was specialized for USA applicants.

FYI, before i attended the gathering, i was still relax but after that, i am frustrated and in the blank right now. The details i will try my best to write out in my blog!

That session really help me a lot in term of understanding my situation. I am beginner of everything including my English and also US Universities applications. Thus, i need to work really hard so that i manage to US and get into good University.

Actually, i really dunno what universities i want to enroll? Ivy league-tough! Ivy league standard-dunno what universities are good for engineering.

The most important task is I need to improve my English as soon as possible. No more blogging, no more chatting, focusing on my English, try my best to memorise all the unknown SAT words, try to cope how to read such boring long passages, try to write out some drafts for my scholarship essays, as much as possible, etc.

Second thing, prepare all the stuffs for applying us Uni such as recommendations letter and translation of certificate and so on.

Today, i try to get my secondary school teachers and peers to help me. Fortunately, they are willing to help me and only god bless them. A million thanks to them.

SAT 1, SAT 2 and TOEFL i need prepare in this year, try to give my best!

Gambateh!

No more blogging in this short period!

BORED

I have nothing to do right now.
I would like to tell all of you about my experience living in Akasia for 4 days.

Overall, it's OK.

Well, actually i am sick right now, but not so serious, just cough and flu.

This is because the air of Shah Alam is very very "clean" compared to my hometown, Tanah Merah, Kelantan.

I hope my body will try its best to cope with the environment here.

Sometimes, it's raining, sometimes, it's a sunny day. These kind of weathers are really unpredictable.

For my english placement tests, i did badly as i mentioned before! I hope that i will not be placed in the last class. Last night, my mum phoned me, i lied her that i did well for my placement test, i don't want my parents to worry about me.

BTW, i will try my best to improve my English, i know it's seen impossible to get the highest mark but at least i will try.

For my friends, they know that my weakness is my pronunciation. I face problem to pronoun words. For sure, if i can improve it, i will stay in Malaysia or become a college dropout.

For my mathematics, i think i have no problem with that as math is my strength. Honestly, after observing all my course mates, i am afraid of my performance. They look like geniuses. No pain, no gain. Be confidence, but is that possible.

I have done my psychology test, my first and most vital weakness is get nervous easily. I am not going to deny it. I admitted that.

I admire who can talk English fluently and know lots of vocabularies. I also envy with those can organise their sentence in correct manner. I need to rethink when i want to talk to somebody when the conversation is in English.

I wish that i got some new friends here that who are willing to teach me english and only the god bless you.

FYI, i met Lee Wen just now, his communication skill is becoming better than before. Before this, he seldom talked with me, but today, he called me to start the conversation, we talked for a while, we met at Cemara CAFE, i was there to have my lunch.

He is become nicer and good looking, but still look like a malay, sorry! Me too, haiz.

Well, he is going to fly in Feb 2009, so fast, he can further his study till degree. Good man! He is taking Korea Engineering!

What's more? Oh ya, i still remember Akta 174! Most important thing for me to remember is not publish any sensitive issue.

Happy birthday to Phey Yong.

My phone POKAI dy, phone for 14 min, the maxis ate my RM5. Haiz~~

Miss my matrik friends too, but no money to call them!

Lih Huey finally told me my Acc pitman lvl 1 and 2 results, i got First Honour for both test papers, congratulations for myself, but it's useless bcs i am not in accounting field!

Congratulations to Lih Huey and Clarissa too, they got the same results as me, but i was shocked to hear that Tienni can't get First Class for lvl 2, anyway, good luck for your lvl 3 and LCCI.

I sat for lvl 1 and 2 only, that was bcs i felt that acc is not my cup of tea, why must i waste my money for useless thing?

I think that's all for today!

Worthy experience!

First day, i arrived section 17, S.Alam about 7.30a.m....
After the registration process, just take less than 1 hours, i went to my room and i was the third person in that room. A5/101, i am staying in block 5, first floor, there are only 3 stairs to get into my room, thank god!
My mum and dad helped me to clean up my room. Thank you. About 9.30a.m, all the JPA scholars needed to go to the dewan Cemara to give the JPA officers the JPA's stuffs. I found out that the process was quite smooth and the pm were very helpful.
Then, about 12p.m, my dad fetched me to ole-ole to have my lunch, the food was quite expensive there. Then, we went to Mydin to buy somethings so that my life could go smoothly. Next, we went back to my hostel and kept cleaning up my room. Then, my mum and dad backed to Kelantan, they went to Genting Highland first, haiz, i had no chance to go!
About 3.00p.m, we(my roommates and i) went to dewan to hear a talk and the MMS began.
MMS-lazy to talk here.
Placement Tests- English 49/70 or 70% correct-i did badly!
-Mathematics, i did well but dunno my marks yet!
Wifi-RM90 for 5 months! Today registered and paid the fees required!

Pre-UNI- i am SISWI-MMS

MERDEKA
Now at CC!
I will write more details when i'm free.

Tired because of finding a place for me to sleep!

I'm using Histana Hotel's WiFi!
Long story why i need to stay in Klang instead of Shah Alam. In the short sentences, the hotels in Shah Alam are fulled. That's all!
We departed from Tanah Merah about 7a.m. on Friday, we arrived Shah Alam about 3p.m, we travelled around Shah Alam to see my college and also my hostel. After that, we decided to go to KL and stay there for one night.
We checked in on 7p.m at Anderson Hotel, RM100 but Rm150 deposit. After that, we went to search for food nearby. Nothing there, so my parents decided to eat Malay's cuisine, we ordered chicken garlic and 2 vege. Then, bought 3 pau and backed to hotel.
Today morning, we checked out and we went to KLCC or to be more specific we went to KINOKUNIYA BOOK STORE. I spent RM376.75 added RM6.00 for jacketing my books. OMG. My parents were willing to give me such big amount of money just to buy my pre-uni books. Thank mum and dad.
After that, we went to Petaling Street, my mum spent a lot for her own use there. Shopping paradise, but not for me!
Then, my real story begins, we went to Shah Alam and actually we want to stay there for one night. Unlucky, the hotels are fully booked, main purpose is the registration of new students of UITM. Haiz, thus, i am here!
Bye, good luck, i need to sleep earlier so that i looked more energetic tomorrow!

Donating>>..

skipper = boat captain
asphyxiate = suffocate
indefensible = unjustifiable
submit = yield
hoodwink = deceive
sheen = brightness
affix = append
masquerade = disguise
premeditation = forethought
decapitate = behead
registrar = record-keeper
edgy = tense
portray = depict
calamari = squid
persecute = oppress
imbecility = foolishness
gallantry = bravery
acclaim = praise
irrigate = water
serenity = peacefulness
mediocrity = averageness
competent = capable
ruffian = bully
swarm = teem
stoop = bend forward
synchronism = simultaneousness
stubborn = obstinate
notion = belief
hydrophobia = fear of water
kindling = tinder
droop = sag
indistinct = vague
flair = style
ricochet = rebound
grime = dirt
carrier = bearer
convict = inmate
ethical = moral
exceedingly = extremely
keg = cask
catastrophic = disastrous
formulate = devise
replenish = refill
evade = dodge
expertise = know-how
tempo = pace
comeback = retort
amnesia = forgetfulness
snippet = small piece
sweltering = hot

You have now donated1060 grains of rice.

I have fulfilled my time beneficially, how about you?

This sentence i got from freerice.com on 4.00a.m.

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Unfortunate day----add some funny incidents!

Yesterday, 26 JUNE 2008( Thursday) was my unlucky day. Why did i say so?
The story began with the confirmation of my parents' salary slips. I went to my former school, SMK DMPR(1) to find Principal but he is studying in London right now. Then, i went to find PK Pentadbiran, he asked me to find guru kanan, i went to the guru kanan office, there was nobody inside there even one guru kanan. I gave up. Then i went to Lower Six classes to find Naarissa as her father is Penghulu Kampung, but her class got teacher inside, i wasn't so dare to disturb the learning and teaching process. I chatted with Asilah as her class no teacher. Before that, i went to Physics Lab, i met Tc Maznah and guessed what happened, i was surrounded with 5 Science 1 students, my juniors, they kept asking me about my scholarships and so on. Well, i just tell them what i have done. Wish them good luck. This year got student want sit for 14 subjects in SPM, wish her good luck too! Gambateh! After chatting with Asilah, i went to Bio Lab to meet my bio teacher, she knew nth about me, i quite disappointed. Anyway, it's okay as there still got many unknown teachers know that i got JPA. Is that so important? Of course it is not, but she is my teacher for 2 years! Thank you for teachers who care about me such as Teacher Bahana, Teacher Maznah, Counsellor Teacher Hasliza, Sir Bhahjan, Sir Ng and many more. I chatted with Teacher Bahana yesterday, she said,

"Instead of looking happy, you are looking worried"

Yes, you are good in prediction, i am worrying about English-You are my former English teacher, you should know how terrible my English standard is. Thank for encouraging me and keep saying that "You can do it, i believe you can do it!"

Well, after that, i left my previous school, i went home and online, i kept trying called Naarissa, can't get it. Then, i went to PPD. That was my only way to get the signature.

Then, I went home and online again.
I promised Ai Cing to go out lim teh on 8 at bomba(a place).

I got a bad habit, used to be earliest person to arrive.
I waited for others to arrive, but they didn't.
I received a call from Clarissa, she asked me to go to Selesa as it was raining, i drove my kancil to town to made a U-turn to Selesa, then i receive a call again from Clarissa, She told me that Selesa was not open, then, i needed to do a U-turn again to place to ori place. It was raining heavily, about 9, we decided to change place to KFC.
Another funny incident happened, i couldn't started on my car, Jee Cheng and Phei Chin were on the way to KFC. Then, we called Jee Cheng to fetch us, he had to made a U-turn, when he arrived, my car turned to normal, sorry, Jee Cheng, not my fault. Ai Cing's car's wiper wasn't function well. Thus, she packed her car near the bomba and left it there first as it was raining heavily.
We stayed in KFC till 10.30p.m, then went home.
What an unfortunate day!
But it is a sweet memory!
Hope to see you all again!
Bye, i am going to UITM!
Thank for being my friends.
Friendships forever!

My edu begins with----

My primary school----SRJK(C) Yuk Cheng--1997 till 2002--Childhood sweet memories begin here.( Is that true?)The new Pang Siew La started her life here. She started to be clever and never let others look her down again.--physically she is strong enough but mentally she still weak! Academic--she is good but >

SMK TM(1)

I used to be there for 2 weeks of orientation!

KMPH-Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang

----Miss everything there----

UITM>>my next school!

Will it also stick in my mind??

Ivy League! Is that my future college?

Ivy League Colleges and Universities
Each of the Ivy League colleges: Brown, Columbia, Cornell, Dartmouth, Harvard, Penn, Princeton and Yale has its own admissions criteria.

Brown University
Providence, Rhode Island
Small city environment
Campus safety rating: Above average
5,800 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences - 29%
Ethnic Studies 8%
Biology - 8%
SAT and SAT Subject Tests or ACT, essay

Harvard University
Cambridge, Massachusetts
Small city environment
Campus safety rating: Average
6,700 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences – 38%
History – 12%
Biology – 9%
SAT or ACT, SAT Subject Tests, essay, interview

Columbia University: Columbia College
New York, New York
Large city environment
Campus safety rating: Below average
4,200 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences - 29%
History – 12%
English – 9%
SAT or ACT, SAT Subject Tests, essay

University of Pennsylvania
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Large city environment
Campus safety rating: Below average
9,500 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences - 32%
Business/Marketing – 25%
Engineering – 7%
SAT and SAT Subject Tests or ACT, essay

Cornell University
Ithaca, New York
Rural small town environment
Campus safety rating: Above average
13,500 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Engineering – 18%
Business/Marketing – 13%
Biology - 12%
SAT or ACT, SAT Subject Tests, essay

Princeton University
Princeton, New Jersey
Small town environment
Campus safety rating: Above average
4,800 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Economics - 13%
History - 13%
Politics – 12%
SAT or ACT, SAT Subject Tests, essay

Dartmouth College
Hanover, New Hampshire
Rural small town environment
Campus safety rating: Excellent
4,000 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences - 30%
Psychology - 10%
History – 9%
SAT or ACT, SAT Subject Tests, essay

Yale University
New Haven, Connecticut
Small city environment
Campus safety rating: Below Average
5,300 Undergraduates
Most popular majors:
Social Sciences - 25%
History – 13%
Integrated studies – 10%
SAT and SAT Subject Tests or ACT, essay

History of the Ivy League
The term Ivy League commonly refers to a group of eight, east-coast colleges and universities renowned for their high academic standards and significant history. These schools were some of the earliest American institutions founded: Harvard in 1636, Yale in 1701, Penn in 1740, Princeton in 1746, Columbia in 1754, Brown in 1764, Dartmouth in 1769 and Cornell in 1865. Taken more literally, the Ivy League refers to the athletic conference in which the eight colleges' sports teams compete. The term 'Ivy League' was conceived in the 1930s by Stanley Woodward, a New York Herald Tribune sports writer. It was not until years later that an official coalition was actually formed by the universities. In 1945, the presidents of each university created committees whose tasks were to establish athletic policies on issues like eligibility, budgets, and length of season play. These policies were (and still are) meant to balance scholarship and athletics. Although Ivy League sports teams compete in Division I athletics, the schools do not offer athletic scholarships and maintain the same academic standards for both athletes and non-athletes.

INTEC, UITM---ADFP--29 JUNE 2008--A New Start!

Is that possible for me to get into one of the 8 ivy league?
Is that possible for me to memorise all the 5000 bombastic words in 3 months?
Is that possible for me to get good results for my SAT on this 4 Oct?
Is that possible for me to cope with new and more stressed life?
Is that possible for me to leave my loving home?
Is that possible for me to ................................................................????????????
I also dunno!
Just wait and see.
If i fail, pls don't laugh.

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I have done almost all the preparation to a new environment.
Wish me good luck!
Thank you.
Sorry for not updating info anymore bcs i quite busy and no time to think of other things.