Last day of April!

My feelings....

Getting nervous!--worry about my last semester's results!

I'm going back to Shah Alam tomorrow! (oops.. I will go to Genting Highland first.) I go there to sleep because my parents want to go to Casino!

Last day of April!

I didn't use my time beneficially!

For the whole holiday, i just watched drama and movies and online!

Sleeping is still my top activity!

Gtg... Packing... Enjoy reading my previous post... Stay tune.. More to come!

BoyZ--to be continued...

Starting with the fact about Landover Spring 2009:
1) There are 22 aliens in this Group.
2) All of them are future Engineers.
3) They are PSD or Mara scholars.
4) They are flying to USA.
5) They were taking ESL courses, calculus, introduction to engineering and problem solving, Chemistry 1 and CTES/CTIS during Spring semester.
6) The only man lecturer was "mean but not evil" Mr. K.
7) There were only 5 girls in this group.
8) Some of Them were paired unwillingly by their lecturers especially Ms. SA and Mr.K.
9) They were trying to be creative to score better in their presentations.
10) They thought critically! (Hey, are you sure?)
11) Calculus was their most concerned subjects as it contributed 5 credit hours.
12) Who are they? To be revealed soon!

Malay Boys--Pity them, they had no Malay girls classmates during spring 2009!
(Hey, we are Malaysians!) Okay!

I must be very very careful when posting about the boyZ. Easier for others to misinterpret what i mean!

(According to alphabet)
Amir a.k.a Mantoll
-Manusia betul!
-Undeniable, he is handsome. However, he is Not my cup of tea.
-He was in my ko-pln group. Group 3, Madam Eliza! He was the prince! I admired his bravery to act as a prince.

Amni
-"Your husband" said Ms. SA and Mr. K.
-HE was not so serious with his work. However, he could present well sometime! Good job!
-For me, he is not the ideal partner. Hopefully, he could find his lover asap in order to help me to get rid of those rumors. Haha.
-oh, forgot! He is also a fan of Jaja.

Eizaaz
-One word "DAre"
-Dr. Love--a series of presentations! Thumb up!
-I admired his style of presentation.
-Responsible but always made me worry that he won't do the assignment(sorry!)-i was same group with him for my Critical Thinking.

Fauzan
-the big fan of Jaja
-i knew him since the first day i came to intec. The orientation week.
-First impression, SERIOUS!

Hasif
-another fan of Jaja. (Oops, Nanthini). I am confused!
-Funny
-Creative!

Hanif
-First impression, SHY!
-Believe me, he is not!

Khalis
-The batman
-Same as Ms. M, i like his voice.
-My engineering video group's member.
-Unexpected, he was good in pretending! (hehe)- i meant acting!

Niroharyamen
-My Chemistry laboratory's Partner! (Thanks! I score A)--although it is only 1 credit hour, it is the only A --Good Job!
-Responsible...
-Dare! Love SPORTS!

Popi
-The Dutchlady's field trip project manager. (Although the plan was cancelled, you managed to get the "green" light.)
-Like "bully" topic... he was the youngest in this group!
-Nanthini was his partner... said Ms.SA again!

Riduan
-"don't judge Riduan by his shy face"
-He could speak well!
-I admired his SPIRITS--suddenly i forget how to spell that word!
-Gambateh! Continue! You can!

Wahid
-Our cameraman!
-He took a lot of pictures of our group!
-Thank..
-Future petroleum Engineer!
-Blog more!

Wan/Keramat
-Peace be upon you!--trademark!
--tag line--
-Snoopdogg! Thank you for being my group member!
-First impression:= VERY VERY SERIOUS!

To be continued.....

The first and only Friends gathering!

I just went back from "Bunga Raya", a common place for TMians to hold a gathering!

It started about 2.30p.m.! Less than one hour, i'm here, blogging!

Honestly, i felt like i was nobody! I didn't know them. For me, they are happy with their current lives and i am just an old school day friend who can't be part of them already.

As i said before,

"Friends are just the travellers in our lives!"

Accept the fact!

Friends,
Thank you for your supports!
I will never have a good friend!

Undeniable, you all have lived my life but i am still confused with the word "Friends".

Good Luck for your STPM!
Gambateh!

Muet Speaking 5/5! Gambateh!

5+16+1=Landover Spring 2009

5 Girls
16 Boys
1 unknown

From General:

First week
"Austinians"--was the only word plying in my mind.
(P/S: Sorry, ex-Austinians.)

Second week-->Last week
A sudden change!
--As the time passed, the truth revealed--

Potassium Permanganate(KMNO4)
--Kearney, Memphis, Newark, Omaha--

Landover was isolated by KMNO4---Chemistry Lecture~(However, we had fun!)-Oops-I wasn't having fun.~I was sleeping during the lecture~Be the reason why i scored bad for my Chemistry!


One by One:
Ladies First!

Justina
-I have known her since the second week of Fall 2008(Through my roommate, Beverly). Unexpectedly, i was in the same group with her during Spring 2009. I have nothing to say about her. She is always blur. Oops.. (Wrong) She is always humble! Oops.. (Wrong Again) She is a CLEVER girl.. (Yes, Right!)
First impression(Monologue)-during the first chit-chat with her!
-"Gosh, you got 13A1 for ur spm! So "geng"!" "Geng" person is always arrogant! Surely, you won't consider me as ur friend!" Suang le bai!"
Seriously, during my first two week here, i thought most of the students here were arrogant.
Reason--Six Senses!
Sorry!

Xin Rou
A girl that i thought she was a very hardworking and quiet adfpian. Hardworking-Yes, She is! Quiet-Wait, i think first! I knew her existence last semester but i didn't know who was she. Frankly speaking, imho, i think that she shares a few similiarities with me. Well, one for sure, i don't know! Piano! 8th Grade! So "Geng"! Music!
First impression
"Why does this girl so quiet? Is she a genius? Why does she so hardworking? What is her goal? To be the top?"
After 16 weeks, I understood her goal and i knew the reason why she is so hardworking! Gambateh, YOU CAN!

Carishma
"I know you don't like me! But why? Can you tell me?" Carishma said.
Actually, i didn't know how to start a conversation with you. For me, you are from another world(higher level). You are an expert! I'm just a normal and ordinary person.
You have the skills i want to have.
Thank you, Carishma!
Although you have done nothing, i learned a lot from you!

Nanthini
"Don't Shout, Siew La." Nanthini said.
It hurted!
To make it clear, i didn't shout! it was my normal pitch!
Anyway, it was over.
Thank you for being my classmates! Sorry for not "teaching" calculus. FYI, i won't teach someone anything when i am not confident with that knowledge. That is my principle! Way of life! Many of my friends didn't understand my principle and we got into trouble! Nanthini, through you, i recalled back my "tiger and mouse" episode of life. Thank you!

P/s: "Tiger and Mouse"--"PN and Ah Lo"--Started with the song-- A very Long story without ending! When it comes to the end, i will post about it!

More to come!
Stay tune!

1. Teck Tze/Taxi
2. Wisvan
3. Popi
4. YB
5. Young Han
6. Amni
7. Amir/Mantoll
8. Eizaaz
9. Hasif
10. Hanif
11. Riduan
12. Wahid
13. Fauzan/Tengku Jaja
14. Khalis
15. Niro
16. Wan/Keramat

oops!
One more
KJ

Time to worry!

http://www.ts48.org/college/

Press this link and you will understand why i say so!

Time to ponder!
Time to think!
Time to IMPROVE!
Time to say "yes" to study!
Time to say "no" to blogging!

I thought my math was the top, I was WRONG!--proof--my SAT II--
I thought my science subjects were good enough, I was wrong Again!--proof--my chemistry!
--
I am not good at both (Language and Science and math Subjects).

----I have to improve----

LeHigh--You're my First Choice Now--

I have done research for my prospective university and finally i decided that i would like to apply Lehigh as my first choice.



I do realize that --flying to USA-- is still a long time to go. About 15 months to go!



However, i think it is the time for me to decide which Uni/College that i would like to apply.



LeHigh, why?



The only Reason:

Size-Much much Smaller compared to other similar Uni/College (University of Illinois/Michigan Ann Arbor--about 30000 students)---The main reason! about 8000 students only.

Things to worry:

1) CGPA

2) TOEFL

Frankly speaking, i prefer LeHigh official website as it provides almost all the information i would like to know. Besides, it is an user-friendly website.

*Hopefully,

I CAN!

No matter what, no matter how,

I will try my BEST!

Study HARDER!
Score BETTER!

Flight(after)

I was Sick after the FLIGHT.
Sorry for not posting straight away after i went back from SHAH ALAM.

I had no mood. I was pondering about many things.

About this coming new semester.
About my CGPA.
About my future University/College.
About my eyes. (I can't find the solution yet.)
...ETC....

Flight
--I didn't scare at all--
--Normal--
--I felt dizzy--
--Fast--
--Uncomfortable--
--Small Seat--

I needed "plug"! Thus, i am here! coffee bean!

RM11.60

For my ice-blended non-coffee pure vanila!

It tastes nice.

However, "ADD FAT"!

I can online now!

Yeah!

Still waiting for the time to check in!

First Flight (Before)

First Flight(Before)
Before Arriving LCCT:
LCCT? Macam mana rupanya? IS it looked like KLIA?
Arriving LCCT:
Not so impressed by its design!
I was impressed by its users! LOTS!
Now:
McDonald! I’m Having breakfast together with Hui Ming.
My flight will depart at 1.40p.m.
Still have a long way to wait!
I hate Compad. Battery can’t stand long! Less than 1 hour!

Gtg

old posts!

Below are the posts which haven’t been posted!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Taekwondo Intec 1st Closed and Invitiational Competition!
LOSE again!Poomsae!Haiz..Congratulations to my opponent for grabbing the Silver medal!I was eliminated by her at a very first round!What a shame!Now, wasting my time waiting for the bus driver!Haiz..I want to go home. Have a shower and do my unfinished homework!
Posted by Myself_psl at 5:33 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
The most hectic week in my whole life-is it?
Monday--Listened to my fellow classmates' informative speeches presentations. Did calculus. Chemistry Laboratory session. Didn't go to America's Got Talent. Prepare for Halloween's Night.Tuesday-Oral Presentation, Engineering Class. Halloween's Night. Chemistry lectureWednesday-Calculus Self-Study assessment. Informative Speech. ACS.Thursday-Parade, Chemistry Test, Calculus lesson.Friday-Forum Presentation, CTES, Dodge ball, Luau Party.Saturday-Chemistry Laboratory report 3, ACS DiscussionSunday-Poomsae Tournament-I haven't practised.
Posted by Myself_psl at 1:08 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
American Indulgence Week
America's got Talent--I didn't go... I was busying with my oral presentation preparation. (Excuse)Halloween Night-I joined the Poison Apple's booth. TIRED. I didn't take picture of myself because i was too busying with the activities conducted in my booth. Great JOB. Sorry for the FLOUR's flood!Besides, i have no mood to take picture. 2500 times!I want to score well!
Posted by Myself_psl at 9:26 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
22 March 2009-4.44a.m
I chose to be myself!Let me be myself!
Posted by Myself_psl at 4:44 AM

Finally!

My Hectic and Stressful Final Examination Week----OVER!
I have to do one more extra credit assignment (Engineering). It will due on Monday!
Now, I have the mood to blog, I have the time to sleep and I have the air to breathe!
Hopefully, for next semester I will have another group of great classmates.
Hopefully, I can take Calculus II during the summer semester.
More posts will be posted soon!
Stay tune!

I took one HOUR bus journey-from INTEC to AKASIA!

I went out from the Great Hall about 11.00 a.m.

Yin Peng and i went to INTEC bus stop together. However, there was no bus driver. There were a lot of buses there~!

We decided to use taxi service!

However, before we arrived the "Taxis station". I saw mini bus- we rushed to it!

Another "however", T529 was approaching us!

Thus, we decided to take that more "comfortable" bus!

Okay, nothing was happened.

We took an hour journey to round the Shah ALAM!

It was very cheap.

RM1 for 1 hour!

If i used taxi service, i must pay more than RM100 for 1 Hour journey!

Last words before the final exam week!

Yesterday, i sat for CTES final examination. I felt my study for the whole day the day before the day of examination was wasteful. All the questions came out had "common sense" answers. By the way, i was sleeping in the study room again!

Now, i just wake up. I have to study calculus and do my acs extra credit essay.

I have to score well in every single subject for my final exam. IT is a-must!

Thank you, landoverians. You all have lived my life! without you all, my spring semester won't be as great as now.

To the lecturers, THank you!
i will comment about this after the final!

Stay tune!

BYe. GTG! GAmbateh! Good luck to myself!
and happy birthday to pui chin!

Happy-go-lucky~ Should I?

I scored 58/70 for my chemistry!
Automatically, it means that no A+, A, A- for my final!

I must score full mark for my final examination to make sure at least i score B+!

Possible?
If all were calculation, it would be possible!

"The answer is obviously a "NO""

I admired someone who has "big" brain! No need to study so much and could score high mark. (oops, full mark)She told me that she hadn't studied 2 chapters for the test! Was she lying to me? If yes, i am the stupidest person to believe what she said! If no, she is a genius! "Wah, i have a genius friend!"

okay, i don't want to be sarcastic. Honestly, she is a very very very HARDWORKING student!

HARDWORKING + GENIUS = PERFECT

I know she will read post one day.

Well, for my test 3, i score 20/25! Again, I failed to memorize and understand the theories!

Can someone help me to understand those complicated theories?

Haiz..

I want to cry! should i?
i will feel better...

I dunno what are happening to me this semester.

Am I tired?

Am i pushing myself too much? Honestly, i don't! I'm not even trying my best.

I am sad for my Chemistry! I don't want to repeat it! I want score at least a B+.
Action speaks louder than words. I shall start study now! Haiz. I'm LAZY!

"HARDWORKING" + Small BRAIN = NOTHING

Next semester, can i do better?

To my Friends(all except those in INTEC):

Xiu le or Ah Lo is not the top anymore. She can't help you to solve complicated questions anymore. She is facing a sudden change in her life. She is moody and she will sit for her final soon. Wish her good luck and wish her can return to her perfect track! In the past, she wants to be the top and she managed to do so. Now, she is not even dare to try to be the best because she is surrounded by many geniuses and experts. thus, please "tarik balik" all your high expectation on me! Thank you.

GTG!

Sleeping again! C'mon Study!

I slept straight away after coming back from Sunway Piramid. Frankly speaking, i feel no regret. HehE.

I feel refresh now.
I feel happy now.
I feel nothing now.

I wanna continue sleeping!

Haha..

I install Maple 12, it works perfectly!

Just to open the files!

Lazy to add some more dy!

Wanna do engineering!

Ethics--must study!

ACS extra credits! - must do!

Advanced Composition! DONE with regret!

I'm regret because i scored bad!
I'm regret because i didn't write well!
I'm regret that i didn't know my weaknessnesses through this course!

However, thank for this course, i could know that i'm not good enough yet!

Thank for this course, I realized that Music is a-must in my life!

Implanting interest towards music now!

DAMN IT.

No time to blog!

C'mon! Commitment!

Another Complaining post about “you” from Siew La
Myself_psl: Have you done with your part?
“you”: Haven’t. My part is about the significance of the occasion, right?
DAMN IT
Myself_psl(angry)-monologue!
How many times I need to tell you that I do question 1 and 2 and you do question 3!
Fine
Myself_psl(pretending)
I think I have told you that you do question 3 about the trivial and how the occasion is celebrated.
“you”: Really?
DAMN IT… again!
Myself_psl: okay, fine. What have you found so far?
“you”: basically none. I was busying with other assignments! Can you tell me what have you found?
Myself_psl: Okay, basically, memorial day is …….. it is celebrated…….
“you”: oh I see….
Myself_psl: Do you have any idea about the flow?
“you”: I will follow what you want to do!
Damn it again!
What is the point of having discussion if all the decisions are made by ME!
The discussion lasted less than 15 minutes!
Basically, I’m angry.

I wanna cry. I want a shoulder to cry on!

Be strong.
GAmbateh! Siew La, it’s your last presentation! Make it perfect!
ACS….. Haiz!
You are not the only one is busying, the whole Landover, the whole adfp are having the same problem as you! Why not you just say that I’m LAZY!? It is acceptable to me!

DAMN IT!
SAD
DISSAPPOINTED
GAMBATEH

I'm nobody!

My friends (2) start to date since 14Th February 2009. One of them is my friend since primary school. His status is changing from an enemy to a good friend, he helped me a lot in term of academic. Well, his girlfriend is my friend too. I knew her when i stepped in SMK TM1 for my pre-university eduction. We went to KMPH together.

KMPH
She was who i always referred to when i was sad, happy and even disappointed.

Although we were staying in different block, we always studied together.

I'm happy to hear that both of them have been together for almost 2 months.

I am angry because they didn't tell me about this. The girl told me about this good news yesterday.

I am angry because my other friends who knew about this also didn't tell me about this very good news although they knew it since the first day they date!

Well

I'm nobody!

Maybe i don't have a lot of secrets to be revealed!

LOVE!

What is love?

Hopefully, their relationship will last forever!

Happy ~~ending~~

If i said "I have had one", many would ask me
"who is that guy?"
"when and why you didn't tell me?"

I HAVE HAD ONE!

Really?

Not exactly.

For me, to be a recognized gf or bf, not simply said "yes, i agree to be your gf or bf"

Okay, don't want to elaborate more.

I have had none!

Sleeping!

Yesterday night, my computer was malfunction againa after coming back from Pak Li. Then, i decided to sleep. Yes, i slept straight away! A very good tight sleep! I woke up on 10 this morning. Actually, i decided to bring my laptop back to that shop. However, it didn't open yet. I took a tour around Section 18! Finding a shop that my laptop no need to reformat. Well, all shoppers are cheaters! Tell me that i need to reformat my laptop again!

After 1 hour oops... 2 hours including my lunch alone at Baker's Cottage and McDonald! I decided to go back to my room.

I slept till 3 p.m.

And then i open my computer, go to system recovery, using safe mode, uninstall all the programs, do full reinstall and now i'm using my computer! Hopefully, my computer won't face any problem again! I have tried to restart it more than 5 times and i didn't face any problem now!. Thank GOD! oops. Thank to myself! narcistic!

After 1 hour, i continued to sleep till 6.30p.m. After woke up, i am here, blogger.com.

Hopefully, i can finish my final draft tonight and my persuasive speech tonight.

Please don't remind me about ACS!

Ethics test, Chem Test, Engineering Test-- One Word--DIE--

GTG!

I also wanna sleep! I also wanna do nothing!

I was in the mood to discuss the presentation thingy;

however, someone spoilt my mood!

I have no time!

I have no time!

All people are tired!

I’m tired too!

It is not my fault to be same group with you, it is not my fault to force or urge you!

However, it is my desire to get high mark for my presentation!

Please show me your commitment towards this presentation! We are going to present it next Wednesday; however, we haven’t done a thing!

I’m tired! I don’t want to do anything too but I have to do!

If you have a better word than “tired”, please let me know!

I prefer you to be honest that you are not tired; you just want to postpone it.

I have no mood now! F&*K

I have to study

I’m a very direct and assertive person!

“you”, you know who are you! Two people asked me to urge me not to force you! However, I don’t what are the differences between urge and force. For me, it is the same! IT IS THE SAME! I still remember that I have reminded you that we are going to have a discussion on Friday evening!

I kept telling you our presentation is next Wednesday and ask you when you are free!

*If you are not the type of person I describe, you can “bomb” me back! I don’t care. That is what impression that you have given me so far!

In the post, I would not write or type “I’m sorry!” it is not my faults at all! I’m egoistic! I’m altruistic.

Okay.

I’M CRAZY!

I’M ANGRY!

I’M MAD!

Editted

Well, i just finish my discussion with "you".

Basically, i divided the tasks!

I will do about the first 2 questions!

Hopefully, i can use the info that i have found last week for my report and slides! i promised to send my point to "you" tonight, so that our point will not be crashed!

Gambateh!

I am studying chemistry and doing assignment! (What a big lie it is!)

Honestly, i don't know how i can start to do my assignment and homework.

Internet---It's your fault!

I hate you!

I open the calculus textbook,
I use the keyboard!

I type "integration",
I land on Facebook!

I open the Chemistry textbook,
I nap instead of online!

I open Microsoft Word,
I blog!

I try to disconnect,
I need it to do my assignment and homework!

What should i do?

I HAVEN'T Touched any homework!

TO-do-LISt
1) Persuasive Speech Outline
2) Essay 3-REdo all!
3) Study Chemistry
4) Study Calculus
5) Calculus self-study assignment
6) ACS Presentation-practice!
7) Memorial day information!
8) Advertisement

C'mon! Study!

My bad luck continues.

I need to redo all my assignments.

1) Advanced Composition-All my resources, finished first draft, outline, etc.... (all are deleted)--Usually i would save 2 copies, one in my laptop and one in pendrive).

Two days ago, my pendrive was missing in action!
Yesterday, my laptop (c Drive was unaccessibe). The system was corrupted. The only way was to reformat! How stupid i was. I knew that my laptop would face problem one day but i still saved my important files in the desktop instead of D drive.

STUPID!


2) My memorial day presentation slide show an informations are also gone! Bye! BYE!

3) A lot of my assignments are gone! Bye Bye.. My "assignment" pendrive, where are you? The white color KingMax! Anyone? Haiz!
TENSION!

Since the day after the mid-term break, i am facing a lot of problems!

From the food container to the laptop cases. It might sound crazy, but it is the trutH!
What have happened actually?

Hopefully my laptop(after formatting-maybe only) will be okay soon. However, for sure, all my data are been deleted by stupid corrupted system~~

Haiz!

Haiz!

GAMBATEH!

I try to smile!

HipHop/Rap

"Siew La is going to rap!" Is it true?

Honestly, i don't know how to rap. I'm practicing it!

Sorry, Mr. K and Ms. S!

To Landoverians:

I will try to rap but there is no promise i can rap perfectly!

Wait and see!

Surprise?

Special performance?

April Fool
My advance comp marks are not so satisfying.
It is not a joke, basically my mark was just divided by 2. 42 mark. Haiz.

RAP/HipHop!

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst!

I'm in bad luck this few weeks.
My calculator was missing in action. (Btw, i received the new calculator today! My parents sent it to me.. Thank you! using poslaju) It was really "laju". According to my dad, he sent it yesterday and i received it today! (bcs 30th and 31th march--Kelantaneses were holidaying!)

My pendrive was also missing in action! Fortunately, i have the habit to save at least 2 copies of my files!

My food container(high quality one)--about RM15-- was also missing in action. I used it during the Halloween night to put a pack of Kuaci!

My stupid careless action- didn't take my mobile phone after coming out from Taxi-- i was rushing to find a shoe for my oral presentation.

My formal shoes were stolen by someone. I left my shoes in the class the day before because i would have presentation on the next day. (suspect:Cleaner) sorry! I bought that pair of shoes 1 week before the presentation day!

I went back to akasia and bought a new pair of formal shoes! Haiz!

Back to my mobile phone story, i met a very nice taxi driver, he was willingly returned my mobile phone to me. Actually, he did ask for the tips(RM10), but i didn't have RM10 note. I only got Rm50 note. In the end, he got nothing from me except the thank you! Thank you. May your GOD bless you!

What's more?

Calculus test 2-damn low!
Chemistry-no more A!
(is it possible for me to maintain B+ for these subjects?)

That's all for my nonsense crapping post!

i wanna study for CTES and practice for ad presentation!

GAMBATEH.

Thank to mara for having a talk tomorrow!

No acs presentation!

RAP/HipHop!

Haiz...... Try my really best!

April Fool

Actually, i have no mood to write this post.
*I WANT TO SHOUT~

My blog is a place to express my anger and to relieve my tension.

I am under pressure now. Thinking of my calculus, thinking of my chemistry, thinking of my coming presentations..........etc........

In short, i am worrying about my final GCPA!

Although i am not the "First year fly" jpa scholars, I need a better GCPA so that i can get into better college or university such as

University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign.

I have checked the requirement for transfer students. GCPA at least 3.5 for mechanical engineering applicants!

My dream is going to the grave soon!

3.5? Is that possible?

If i can't really get into "better" school, i should change my perspective of life that i'm not good enough.

Should i consider Purdue, Stevens, RIT or LeHigh?

Yes, i must!

Those might be the "safe" schools for me!

Am i too egoistic?

Maybe!

Today i went to Sunway Piramid together with my Ko-pln group members for our dinner.

I learned a lot from Katherine, thank you!

Congratulations to my "First year fly" friends who get into ivies!

I'm proud to be your friend.

"I want to be different in a very different way!"

No comment for my hectic weeks! I wanna do my assignment now!