This blog will not be updated anymore in February!

I like 12, this post is the 12Th post of the month. Thus, I don't want to post any new post before march!

That's of course not the main reason.

The main reason is i want to study. I want to score better.

I want to let my parents know that i am doing well in INTEC and make them proud. My mum finally called me today but the chat was lasted for 3 minutes only. I hope it lasted longer than it was. I want to be the first of my family to graduate from oversea university or more precisely to be the first of my family to graduate with 1st class in mechanical engineering degree. The is the truth why i am here, INTEC!

I afraid my calculus test results are not as good as i thought. I am not dare to think about its consequences!

P/S: I hope someone can give me some good advices on how to be humble and talk with correct tone and language.

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Happy mood:~

Although this semester seems very hectic, i enjoy myself. I am not the sleeping pig in the class anymore like the last semester. I am able to concentrate in class. (Okay, I'm lying!)

Regret_~
I haven't taken the grading for black belt(Taekwondo)!
I am Senior Red Belt now and i am regretted why i didn't sit for the examination after my SPM examination. I have missed a lot of grading days!

(For my friend birthday's party, Account level 1 and 2 tests, jpa interview, matriculation preparation)--Actually, i wanted to take black belt on those days~!

That's all for February!

Meet you all in March...

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I will post about my engineering movie!
I will post about my February activities!
I will post about my recent conditions!
I will not post about rumuors.
I will not post about lecturers, friends and relatives anymore!

I promise to myself i want to have a lively blog!
No more sad and depressed confessions in March.
No more complain in March.
No more stupidest confession in March.

It will have my confession toward my "LOVE"--i have no one now! (This line is a crap, ignore it). The "LOVE" is my parents!

Last but not least,

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE~!


Enjoys reading others' blogs!

Blog Saya!

Sudah sekian lama saya tidak mengarang dalam Bahasa Malaysia dan fakta ini merupakan titik penolok bagi saya menulis blog dalam BM. Kepada rakan saya sekalian, saya memulakan diari saya dengan berminta maaf sekiranya terdapat banyak kesilapan tatabahasa.

Tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa saya amat meminati bahasa malaysia, namun kenyataan ini hanyalah kebenaran semasa zaman persekolahan menengah. Pada hari ini, Bahasa Inggeris merupakan bahasa pilihan saya kerana kemahiran BI yang akan menentukan sama ada saya dapat melangkahkan kaki saya di dunia luar ataupun terperup dalam Malaysia.

Blog saya telah menjangkau apa yang diinginkan oleh diri saya. Saya menganggap blog saya dunia saya. Namun demikian, saya amat berharap saya dapat mengurangkan aktiviti berblog dan menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dalam pelajaran. Bak kata perpatah, "Ilmu pelita hidup", saya sepatutnya mengguna mata senggang saya untuk membuat latihan, mengulang kaji dan tidur(Aktiviti yg mengecas tenaga).

Saya akhiri ulasan saya dengan sajak berikut:

Blog saya dunia saya,
Bebas bersuara,
Kepuasan dicapai ,
Hiduplah dunia saya,

Namun,
Kebebasan dipertikaikan,
Keamanan tergangu,
Ramai mengadu,
Banyaklah komen,
Kalau baik,
Silaturahim terikat,
Kalau dikritik,
Hubungan renggang.

Bagaimanakah format sajak?

Well, here we go! I'm really overestimate my math abilities!

My SAT 2 just come out.
I checked it just now.
The results were unexpected!

I score the worse and worst in Math!

My SAT 2 results:

Physics-720
Math 1-700
Math 2-670

Honestly, i thought that i would score better in mathematics rather than physics. However, now, you have seen what is happening! My mathematics skill is really dropping down day by day!
Those secondary old school stories can't be used anytime. Here, college life, is talking about HARD WORK!

Well, prepare for the worst dramatic Calculus Test 1's results!

Now, i can be EMO for at least 1 week!
Whoever ask me my marks after this, i would like to tell that is my mark! Nothing can be changed. I'm not good in mathematics anymore. So, my calculus test 1 results' would be the same! However, i hope That couldn't be happened!

Now, i am really think i need practices!

Later on, i'm going to eat dinner.

The SAT 2 results have broken my heart. In facts, i just finished watching a great movie! Bedtime stories!

Got go to!

Random post

The "perkembangan" of my cALCUlus confession's case:

1) some have posted the comments on it. Some talked to me personally as they have passed by my blog. Some give good responses and some think that i am too overconfident.

2)my classmates keep repeating my words in class. Actually, i didn't care! I sudah biasa!(During my secondary school)

*hey, my secondary school friends, my form six friends, my juniors and my kmph friends! please post ur comment about that! I need your explanation and your points of views. {*Ignore it}

Done with that case!


Now, moving on to my laziness case!
My laziness attitude has been more obvious day by day!
I really hope i could be more hardworking! Haiz...

Actually, why do i post those things? I'm waiting for my SAT 2 results! But i don't think i can get it on 12a.m of 12 feb 2009~

This coming weekend:
1) Engineering movie
2) Advanced composition-essay 2 outline
3) CTES power point presentation
4) Engineering--prepare for the test!
5) ACS-- redo my short story review!
6) ACS--study for the test and do the homework
7) Calculus--improve, improve and improve!

Is that wrong to confess something? It is wrong!

Well, I have to admit that my confession towards calculus should be taken back as it hurts a lot of people!

Sometimes, i'm too boasting(Showing off) or speaking of myself in superlatives.
As my friend told me, i am not satisfied with any of my achievement nowadays. I WANT MORE.
I'm I think most of you have the same thoughts too.
The difference between you and me is the way of expression only! Am i right?

I were not supposed to post out my point of view too openly, it HURTS!

I admit that sometimes i'm kind of direct and assertive in blog! But, i'm too "fake" in real life. Am i right?


Here, i would like to make a correction:

I'm just a normal calculus-lover! Not more than that statement!

To my fellow classmates, if my test 1's results is as what i have expected, congratulate me! If not, let me alone for almost 1 day! I WANT TO RELIEVE MY ANGER AND SADNESS AND ALSO i want to reflect my mistakes in words and works! Thank you!

My Chemistry Quiz's Mark!

A few days back, i told my housemates(All of them are not taking chemistry this semester) that the chemistry quiz one was too easy and i was able to score full mark. However, when i received the results today i felt frustrated and angry! Why? I just scored 21 out of 25!

The questions that i did wrong were very simple questions! Suddenly, i felt i'm the stupidest in chemistry. I didn't even know the different in ATOMIC MASS & ATOMIC NUMBER. Please, that is a very basic thing! That stupid me had done wrong in 2 questions! Question 9 and 10!

The other questions are the LAW and the question that asked about volume!

I don't want to continue blogging now! Many are disturbing me! Hehe.. Just joke. I want to do my engineering scripts.

My weekend is for SLEEPING!

I slept for more that half of the time i had during my weekend and public holiday today!

Others have notified that and asked me why did i look so tried. I also didn't know the answer. However, i know it right now. That was because i overslept. I would like to promise to myself that i should sleep less than i have ever had.

What have i done so far? Honestly, i just finished with my demonstrative speech's outline and also my calculus exercise 4. That's all the assignment that i have done so far.

My friends told me that maybe tomorrow we are going to have engineering quiz again. However, i haven't touched and read any of engineering notes so far. Please help me! I also don't know why i like to sleep! I slept more than 12 hours per day. I'm quite disappointed with myself.

Yesterday night, i went to Dong Zhen Temple. Nothing special has happened just the crowd was too unexpected. We were hard to make a move to another destination.

I took my lunch at Mcdonald and took my dinner at Section 25! Both square meals of my day were not delicious at all. Now, i at Pak Li waiting for my group member to come for the video presentation discussion. I hope that all of us will generate many great idea and i also hope the full commitment from all my group members.

For sure, i will stay up tonight by studying the engineering and do the slides for ethics presentation. However, it seems impossible to finish all the slides in one day.

*I'm LOST!

I woke up about 12.30 p.m yesterday.
Then, we went to Pak Li. I met Heyday and Afifah(My secondary school best Malays friends) at there. We were chatting about our college life and some placement tests. They are doing medicine at MSU. I feel proud of them as they got better results than me. Heyday scored 4 flat. Wah!

I have to study harder to get such results. Honestly, i want it but it seems impossible as my English is not in the A standard yet. Heyday is actually my opponent during my secondary school time. Those old days stories have motivated and reminded me how hardworking i was in the secondary school. Why do i suddenly become lazy?

Haiz!

Now i'm lost and wasting time!

My demonstrative speech's outline hasn't done! My CTES power point presentation also hasn't touched!

*P/S: I would like to take back my confession about the CALCULUS test 1~!
You all have misundestood!

Calculus Test.... plus HAPPY HOUR!

My calculus test was just a very simple test. (IMHO) If i were not doing any silly and stupid mistakes again, supposedly i can score above my target-94! (Am i too confident?)

Honestly, i just could not memorize the squeezing theorem and that might have let me lost 4 marks! (2 times 2 equal to 4!)~~LAME!

However, i am very disappointed with my quizzes' marks.
10/12, 19/20, 14/20( Very stupid mistakes like modulus of h/h, i wrote equal to infinity! The answer is 1!-- H/H is 1! what a very stupid that i had made!) Besides, i didn't write out the limit in front the answer! Lost marks again and again!

I was sleeping in the library before 3p.m.

Actually, i wanted to sleep in my class. However, i was been commanded by the "MAK CIK" from the class. She said that i'm not allowed to use the class after 12.00p.m.! She said she was going to tell the officer of INTEC to post a notice about that! She was complaining us in Bahasa Indo and i tried to interpet them because i was standing outside the classes! "Budak pandai tidak berotak" Please, we were just using the class for our own good and we were not going against the laws. I entered the class after the cleaning process and she also asked me to leave the class immediately! I wonder why i can't use my class to study! Please tell me the reason! After that case, i went to library and i went back to Block U to find Miss Siti Raihana to ask her something about calculus test(No Soalan Bocor)-asked her to teach me how to do some confusing questions!

I slept in library about 1 hour. Then, my test was until 5.00p.m.

After i went back to Acacia College, I tried to recall the questions and answers and that have motivated me to go out to Sunway Piramid.

We went to Sunway Piramid with one reason-want to play during the weekend! We watched "Bride War"!

Review to this movie:
IMHO, it is a very interesting comedy movie. Besides, we learn about American Culture regarding marriage. However, this movie shows the negative side of women-women friendship. Women become ego when they are getting engaged and married!

Besides, during our Ethics Class, we watched Slumdog! It was about the egoism of human beings!

This weekend, what should i do?

Demonstrative Speech--> Outline, Power point presentation

Ethics-Power point presentation

Short Story review--> Add more points or elaboration

Calculus--> Exercise 4

Movie-->Scripts

Chemistry--> No homework!

Moreover, i'm going to Dong Zhen Temple on the eve of 15th of CNY!

Happy Valentine for those are celebrating it!

Good night!

I haven't prepared mentally for the quizzes and tests!

Today morning, i will sit for Chemistry Quiz 1. Hopefully, i can score well in that quiz! Besides, I will sit for Calculus Test 1(Haiz, I think that i was not supposed to get A+ for pre-calculus! My former pre-calculus's lecturer might feel disappointed with my calculus quiz 1 to 3's mark!)--I didn't score well in those 3 quizzes and the marks were getting lower and lower!-- (8/10,19/20 and maybe (less than 15)/20) Many say that i have high expectation in Calculus. I DO! Mathematics is a part of my life! I want FULL MARK to make sure that i can maintain the A+ from pre-calculus!
GAMBATEH!

Chemistry, i have studied during the holiday and i hope that i will score well in today morning quiz! I still can't memorize all the name of substances! I rather go to die when i am asking to memorize something but i am an expert in calculation questions(&*^%)~Damn it!--Someone is praising herself!

All above are the craps to relieve tensions!

I have done with Advanced Composition Assignment 2. I typed out the answers instead of wrote them out as what i had done in assignment 1(Handwriting is too "easy" to read, am i right?).

My expectation in Calculus Test 1, at least 94 mark! (Don't laugh! I will make it comes true!) Wait and see!---I will try my best! Wish me good luck!

Good night!

Have i fulfilled my spare time beneficially?

In my own opinion, i haven't. Last night, Chen Chow asked me, "How are you?" As it was an informal chatting, I told him, "I am suffering as there are a lot of presentations in this semester." To him, Spring semester was the most enjoyable and relaxing semester. The clock showed 12.15a.m, but i was still busying hacking the amazon website to download some excerpts from the books for the research paper. However, the lecturer didn't ask for it today.

I didn't use my Winter break beneficially. I was just watching movies and hanging with some friends during my holiday. Besides, i think that i really should improve my English as my first assignment's and first speech's marks were considered low! I was not trying my best and i really need to try my best. Chen Chow thought that I was under pressure and too stress. Honestly, I was! However, those pressures were emotional expressions only because i didn't really put efforts to improve my English.

Today, during the reflecting session, I was about to say that If i could back to the past, I weren't not stepping my legs INTEC! However, i didn't dare to say it! What a shame! Actually, the motorcycle license thing was just a small matter. Although it has caused me to lose 3 tooth, have scars and other side effects, it only affects my external personalities and not my internal personalities.

Time that i had was too long however i didn't use it wisely!

USA is waiting for me!

I hope that i can really go to usa as an excellent credit transfer student and get into top university in USA.

I should continue my path although it is not my dreamed path!

Please guide me how to get high mark in ESL courses! I really think that English courses are too difficult to score!

To be continued......

P/s: GTG... Assignments again! Study ACS!

Polluted City.... "Nice" to meet you again...

Welcome back to Shah Alam!

Yesterday about 7.30p.m, I arrived Acacia College. I incidentally met my friends near the gate. They helped me to lift my things to my room and we went to Bistro together. We took our dinner there. I spent RM5.30 for Apple Juice and Maggi Curry. Before that, i had spent RM6 for the snacks.

Today, after Engineering lecture, i went home alone as others need to celebrate birthday for someone i don't know. I bought some snacks and H2O from Mydin and then took away my lunch plus dinner from Bistro. RM14.90 for the snacks and RM 3.50 for the food. I have taken my lunch plus dinner just now together with the IKAN MASIN GORENG(Fried Salted Fish) which i brought from Kelantan. I asked my mum to fried them! Delicious!

Now, i want to have some naps and then i will start working on my assignments!

I chose the patterns out of a Rubik's cube for my demonstrative speech and i think i will try my best to present it as my introductory speech mark is considered low (7.3 out of 10). Help me!