My future is still a blank now!

Today, morning i go to Wat Aril, for a ceremony of my grandpa, then, go to kb...
my story started here, first go in the grand riverview hotel without any purpose, go for fun...
Go in to edu hall, see all my friends there dy, then miss ng ask us go to hear career talk, we go ahead, another miss ng give talk, circle time!....
ask me, i say dunno.... haha.....
now, still dunno....
Actually, i have apply for many oversea scholarship such as bnm, petronas, jpa and khazanah... oh. forget, i also got apply for tc, hehe, unexpected right?....
Hmm, want go college or not?
i afraid i cant get the scholarships that i had applied.....
haiz.... wasting time,,,,,,,