Tuesday, June 30, 2009

28th June 2008, I started my journey as an ADFPian in INTEC.
26th June 2009, I ended one episode of my life entitled "ADFP".

Now, I'm thinking of what had i done during my foundation year.

Some told me that I was an anti-social person.

Some told me that I was cool.

Some told me that I was quite aggressive.

Some told me that I was creative.

Some told me that I was hardworking.

Some told me that I was lazy.

Those are some of the impressions i gave to my ADFP's friends.

Activities that i had joined:-
1) Space Tunnel (Fall 2008)- As a crew member of solar system.
2) Chess-INpro, Karisma, SAF (Fall 2008)
3) Ping Pong(INpro)-Quite a shame!-loser!-Fall 2008
4) Went to Dharma Talk throughout the Fall 2008
5) Charity(Orphanage) -IE club-Spring 2009
6) Dodgeball-another one-loser-Spring 2009
7) Halloween Night- as a crew member of Poison Apple's Booth
8) Charity Sales(Shah Alam Buddhist Society)-Summer 2009
9) Charity Walk(as a volunteer)-relay for life 09-Summer 2009
10) 52 hours non-stop public speaking
-as a speaker-Malaysia Book of Records-Summer 2009 (A bad speaker)

During November and December 2008
(Winter Holiday)
1) Danell Lee's mini concert-organized by YMM TM- as a committee member.
2) YMM national camp(Gopeng, Perak)- as a participant.

My life as an ADFPian was quite simple and ordinary.

My foundation results were quite bad compared to other ADFPians.

Hopefully, i can score well throughout my degree years.

UIUC

Michigan

Lehigh

Purdue

Wisconsin

UCLA

Minnesota

Virginia Tech

Those are the schools that i might apply.

My first choice is UIUC!

Hopefully, with my not that excellent results i will be admitted to that prestigious school.

With my SAT 1 and SAT 2 so-so results, i hope that UIUC will accept my application.

I will try my best in my coming TOEFL.

Go, Siew La... You can do it!!!

My major will be mechanical engineering.

I chose this major because of major factors.

First, it is quite general compared to other engineering courses.

Second, it involves less chemistry knowledge. (I'm quite "noob" in Chemistry related subjects.)

Third, it uses lots of physics knowledge. (I'm better in physics compared to in chemistry)

Forth, i can minor in Nanotechnology through this major.

Etc...

Okay, those are enough for my post about ADFP.

I will try my very best to score well throughout my degree years.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Restaurant City… Thank you!!!

Thank you!!! Try to do calculus!!!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Someone, please help me!

I am addicted to Restaurant City!!!

Someone, please borrow my broadband for 1 week.

Ask for it...

I will lend you my Celcom broadband...

Please...

Please...

Please...


I have 2 quiz, 1 test, 1 speech next week!

So, i have to concentrate on my study!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Last post forever...

Today, i decided to stop blogging and concentrate on study.

I will blog again after my calculus test 3.

I got a summon again yesterday.

The guard jotted down my name as i came back late to akasia.

Hopefully, it won't affect my university application.

Really hope so..

Got to go..

The next very first post, i will talk about a very short and brief summary about my future university. (it's just a dream)!

Stay tune!


/\ Who /\ Who /\ Who /\

Why am i so lazy?

"It's not me."

"Who is controlling my life now?"

"Am i the person-in-charge of myself?"

I fail to keep my own promise.

I'm still online.

I'm still online!

I hope someone want to borrow my laptop for 1 week.

I hope someone can control me.

I hope someone to guide me.

It is always a hope!


Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Say yes to study, say no to everything!

That's all i have to do now.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

~Sleeping like a pig~

Siew La a.k.a ah Lo, wake up and study!

Calculus... Forgive me...

Chapter 11 and 12, why are you so difficult to understand?

WhY?

I seem to loss my track...

I am not in the right path...

A, are you still with me?

I am not going to hate you.

But, please!


Saturday, June 13, 2009

Books for SALE--To future Juniors!

Preferably Customer: Engineering Students

1st Semester (Fall 2008)

1.     Introduction to Theology and Philosophy (No textbook)

2.     Language Awareness-Original Price: RM63.00-I am still using it.

3.     READING & STUDY SKILLS WITH CRITICAL THINKING

4.     WRITING

Original Price: 2 books: RM50-RM100

Selling Price: 2 books: RM30

5.     ORAL COMMUNICATION (No textbook)

6.     PRECALCULUS

Original Price: RM55

Selling Price: RM30

2nd Semester (Spring 2009)

1.     Moral and Ethics (No textbook)

2.     PRINCIPLES OF CHEMISTRY I- I am still using it.

3.     EXPERIMENTAL CHEMISTRY I (No textbook)

4.     INTRODUCTION TO ENGINEERING

Original Price: RM50

Selling Price: RM20

5.     FUNDAMENTALS OF CRITICAL THINKING (No textbook)

6.     ADVANCED COMPOSITION (No textbook)

7.     FUNDAMENTALS OF SPEECH COMMUNICATION

Original Price: RM55

Selling Price: RM30

8.     AMERICAN CULTURAL STUDIES

Original Price: RM50

Selling Price: RM20

9.     CALCULUS I- I am still using it.

Extra

1.    SAT  1

2.    SAT 2

Preparation for SAT 2

Math 1

Math 2

Physics

Chemistry

Original Price: Above RM 400

Selling Price: RM 200 for all

3.    TOEFL: I Haven’t Sat for it.

Public Transports.... Shah Alam(Akasia) to Sunway Piramid

I went to Sunway Piramid yesterday after my damn crazy calculus quiz 6.

The initial purpose was to find a dress for my friend.

However, we backed with other things else. 

Today, i got a totally different experience.

We didn't take taxi to KTM.

We used BUS!

RM1.oo from section 18 to KTM and we used back the ticket from KTM to Section 18.

Well, then when we arrived KTM subang jaya, we used Mini bus which costed us rm0.80 per way to Sunway Piramid.

I saved money for the transportation fees.

However, i wasted a lot of money for other useless things.

Tired... Later to blog now... maybe tomorrow!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Again....

Well Done!
Again, I did the same mistake for my Test 2.
I scored 95 for test 2.
Supposedly, I would score almost full mark.
The formula for tan inverse was given, I copied wrongly.
Fortunately, there was no connection between small “a” and small “b”…
No continuity!
Quiz 6, the first quiz with Mr.Vincent.
Gosh…
Tough!
I have to prepare myself for the coming test.
In order to score A, I have to score at least 90 for my final test, test 3.
We counted and counted and counted!

90!
90!
Hopefully, I won’t screw up my test 3 as I always screwed up my quizzes~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I start to hate you!

You make me feel guilty when i don't touch you.

You make my life miserable.

I dream about you day and night.

Most of my topics are about you.

Why are you so important?

Could you disappear from my life?

Could you do that?

This semester, all my memory is fulfilled by your words.. 

Words by words!

I start to hate you.

Please don't treat me as a child who will obey all the rules straightly without any valid and reasonable explanations.

I want to learn about you deeper.

Please don't ask me to follow your way without any logical explanation.


P/s: You is referring to my calculus text book.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I accepted it as a fact for whatever reasons.

Frankly speaking, my TM and Matriculation friends didn't remember my birthday. For some unexpected people, they did remember my birthday especially Shin Yee, my ex-classmate in KMPH and also Soo Ching, my secondary school not-so-close friend. Thanks. Sorry for forgetting your birthdays.

Thanks for all wishes.

As I said before, I didn't and won't consider my birthday is a big day. For me, there is no point to celebrate it. The main reason is that I try to imagine from the others' perspective. Put myself in other's shoe.

If I were the orphanage who lost my parents when I was born, I might feel my birthday was to remember my parents.

Our mums are those who gave birth to us. Imagine if you lost your mother on that day, do you still want to celebrate your birthday?

Although I was born in a perfect condition, I was a 7-month-baby. My mum struggled to give birth to us, my brother and I. She might have lost her life. However, fortunately, three of us survived and live till today.

Although my parents didn't mention about that, I found out myself unintentionally when I was packing my things after UPSR.

Since then, I have the thought there is no point to celebrate my birthday as it is just a day when I born.

Besides, I have friends who lost their mum on the days they came to the Earth.

I feel pity for the Down syndrome patients and they don't even know who is birthday.

By the way, thanks for all wishes…

To those who didn't wish me, it's okay although I expected that you would wish me.

Sorry first and then thanks…

I'm 19 years old now…

Thanks for the wishes…

I will compile the list-to-say-thank-you tomorrow.

Now, I just want to express my thought about the surprise party just now.

Frankly speaking, I didn't expect such party.

I thought it would just be a very common surprise party which is started with switch off the lights and blah… blah… blah…

That was the second time I got surprise party.

The first one was from my Matriculation's Friends.

Thanks.

How they brought me to secret "paradise"?

I was doing calculus and also reading messages sent by my friends.

Sundrina took my things on my hands especially my calculator and then put them on the table.

I knew they were going to give me a surprise.

They brought me to the outside of the study room and then closed my eyes with a black jacket, I guess so.

Well, there was lot of people guide the blind person on that time.

They guided me to round the whole Akasia… I guess so…

What the funny things happened in between?

I heard the car and airplane sounds.

I thought they really brought me out of akasia.

Well, it was not.

I kept asking them where they were going to bring me to. So long the journey until I felt dizzy.

Finally, we arrived the secret paradise, besides the petronas, besides bistro, besides block 7 and 9! Walau.. So "long" the distance.

Before they let me to become a normal human being again, some of them asked me who are they. I had to recognize their voice.

Well, there were 11 people.

Not in order…

Justina, Beverly, Sundrina, Yi Lin, Ee Jane, Ek Ying, Hui Ming, Su Chuen, Chiao Rao, Jamie and Pey Suh..

They bought a chocolate cake with the cherry on it (Well, I hate cherry). By the way, thank you for celebrating my birthday.

Thanks for everything and sorry for everything.

I didn't even make a wish just now.
! (Sorry)!

Sorry, I am still not in the mood celebrating it.

Thank guys.

I will try to smile today!


 


 


 


 

Monday, June 8, 2009

I'm still 18 now....

I hope i can stay young forever despite the fact that i'm going to be 19 in less than 6 hours.

My teenage years are going to end soon.

As a soon-to-be adult, i regret i didn't use my teenage years wisely.

I have a lot of thing that i haven't done.

All i have done are just for study, study and study.

I hope that i had joined a lot of activities.

I hope that i had made lots of friends.

I hope that i would be so anti-social now.

Frankly speaking, as a teenager, i failed to be a normal teenager. Although i looked like a primary school student, my thinking exceeds what i should. I'm not that critical thinker. However, in others' eyes, i'm very matured especially my relatives.

Last words before i accept the fact that i'm going to be 19th soon.

Hopefully, my mood will be good soon.

Think too much… Am I?

OmG…

CoNgrAtulations…

I haven't done a thing for Calculus Chapter 11.

Tomorrow my class will start on 10a.m. That means I have more time to sleep.

My birthday is looming large but I seem to have no mood to celebrate it.

Happy Birthday to Nanthini, ex-landoverian.

Hopefully, I will be in the mood soon.

I dunno what I am thinking right now.

I am kinda of thinking about too many things.

Well, suddenly, I feel like life is short, I should appreciate it.

Suddenly, I feel like a loner. Okay, I am a loner. This fact is verified.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about my grandma, my dad, my mum and my bro.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about my old school friends, my matriculation friends and etc.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about the activity I have done so far.

Suddenly, I am thinking about the stupidest activity I had done in order to gain attention during my secondary school.

Suddenly, I recall back my old memories which are all memorable and unforgettable.

Talking about why I am so moody this few days. Maybe, I miss my previous episode of life.

After coming here, I feel like nobody. I don't have any trusted friends so far.

I always say I'm fine here to everyone who asked me.

Even my best friends during my old school days, I also lied to them.

They seldom read my blog. So, I have no worry to blog here about them.

Even my parents asked me how do I do, I always reply the same things.

"I'm fine."

Actually, I'm not fine at all. I stressed up easier. I have no place to express my feelings except my blog.

"Even though I seem to have no problem outside, my heart keeps bleeding day and night."

Hopefully, there are people who understand what I meant.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Emoing for no any valid reasons....

I don't know why i am not in the good mood these few days.

"Others didn't dare to ask me."

However, i noticed and realized that i am in bad mood these few days.


Kill me

Sleeping disorder….

I just woke up.

I slept in the study room…

6.00a.m. to Now...

Help me to fight this disorder…

I haven't done anything for calculus…

Trying to do calculus but I face problem for every single question…

Why?


 


 

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Random post… Sorry, mum and dad…

I used RM1200 during May 2009.

I didn't realize that.

What did I buy?

What had I done during May 2009?

My mum and dad didn't ask me what had I done or bought during May 2009.

They just asked me to spend the money wisely and "berjimat-cermat". They afraid they can't afford it anymore.

I feel sorry and start from today I will use the money wisely and be as thrifty as possible.

I went out to Midvalley, Sunway, Sg.Weng, Berjaya Times Square, Bukit Jalil and etc since 4th May 2009.

I bought lots of things which I can't remember what I had bought.

I bought Swimming Suit, Swimming Cap, beg, Stuffs to eat, clothes, and etc…..

I bought a lot of useless things.

I bought "them" for no purpose.

I hope I won't spend money on those things again.

Oh, I'm going to ADFP night but I haven't seen my dress. I bought a pair of high-heel shoes yesterday night which costs me RM39.90. Well, it was quite cheap compare to I spend on food.

Dress, my mum will post it to me soon. Hopefully, what she will post soon is what I want. I hope she didn't misinterpret what I want. Frankly speaking, I have never ever worn a dress.

I went out with Sundrina, Beverly and Justina yesterday night. They bought nothing except Beverly. She bought Vinci's cheap stuffs. 70% discount. Hehe. The initial purpose was to find dress to Sundrina! However, she ended up with undecided. 2 dress to choose. Hopefully, she can make her mind up as soon as possible.

My handphone Story…..

"I shall not change my handphone often."    

I seldom use my hp recently.

No sms, no call recently.

Just my parents call me recently.

I have a lot of credit for my maxis number. I waste RM10 for restaurant city 2 days ago. I have to top-up every month and I think it is wasteful for not using that money thus I decided to use it even though it was wasteful too.


 

Friday, June 5, 2009

Thank you to Someone who want to kill me!

Sunway… oops… Sungai Wang was our choice today..

Initially, we planned to go to Mid Valley or Sunway as our destination after Calculus Test 2.

However, due to many reasons, we went to Sungai Weng and Berjaya Times Square.

"To someone who asked me to go to die because of "menghalang" my 2 friends for not going to Sunway as planned before. I would like to say thank you rather than say "You will die first before me!" or "sorry!"

Thank you for proving to me the true friendship amongst us.

Thank you for letting me know what is bad and what is good.

Thank you for letting me know sometimes force can't be applied on everybody.

Thank you for letting me understands that we can't be good human beings in many situations.

I'm tired… I will update the blog as soon as possible…

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Calculus…..

Emo for Calculus… Is it worth to do so?

Statistics:

Quiz 1: 23/25— 2 marks-due to my careless mistakes. I forgot to write the constant.

Quiz 2: 25/25

Quiz 3: 24/25

Quiz 4: 19/25— The worst quiz~. This quiz I didn't expect to score high. I was sick that morning. (Accuse) However, I found out I didn't know how to do it because I didn't study for this quiz.

Quiz 5: 25/25

Quiz 6: (Haven't given back) However, I am sure that I can't score full mark already. This is because "out of the blue", I am sure that I did wrong for the Maclaurin Polynomials. I differentiate wrong for the constant 1; I kept the "1". Supposedly, after the differentiation process, it becomes Zero, "0". Gosh…

I feel very stupid now! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

Test 1: 84/90 or 93/100…. Question 1—Got 0!—I did a very stupid careless mistake that I had never ever done before that. I copied wrongly for question 1. I felt very bad when I realized that. Hopefully, I won't do that mistake again!

This Friday, it will be another test. Hopefully, I can score well because I didn't study hard as I was facing the first test.

So far, the quizzes consist of 25 per cent for the final grade.

23+25+25+24+19=116

116/125 X 25=23.2

Each Test is 20 per cent

Test 1:

93/100 X 20= 18.6

We will 2 more tests which are 40 per cent.

The assignments and maple is 10 per cent, supposedly I could score at least 9.

The rest 5 per cent is AAP. Hopefully I can score at least 4.

Basically, now I have lost 1+1+1.4+1.8=5.2 marks.

It is also meant I have to score almost full mark for my test 2 and 3 in order to score A for my final grade.

Xiu Le, you can do it!

I shall start to study!

It's not the time for me to play!

It's time for me to prove that I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

No A+ is okay (What can I do? I score badly for my test 1) but I still want 4.00 for my calculus 2!

Believe that I can do it!

*P/s: Good Luck to all the adfpians who are going to sit for Calculus test 2 this Friday.

"Wish me good Luck."

My birthday
is looming large but I seem to have no mood to celebrate it. Hopefully, I won't celebrate it with tears of sadness or disappointed.

Everyone has a dreamed gift for his/her birthday. For me, especially this year, I would like to experience "LOVE". The "LOVE" for me it doesn't consist of the couple love only. It includes family love and friends love.

"LOVE" is a very sensitive word for some of us including myself. I didn't have the open mindset to accept others' love. I am who I am. I have the difficulty to response to Love sometimes especially from my mum and dad.

I can't accept others' kindness towards me without any valid reasons. Anything happen around me must be a reason. That is my principle. Even a couple has been together, there is a reason. "Love is blind." Is it true? Someone please prove to me!

I'll be 19th year old soon.

Siew La,

6.19 p.m.

June 2, 2009

(I'm waiting for my broadband)

I want to study but I can't study! (Accuse)

"Study calculus takes a lot of time!"


 


 

"Calculus' revision will start about 8p.m." Hopefully, I can keep my promise to myself!

Monday, June 1, 2009

I just want to say "Thank You" to my parents!

"After someone complaint one of my posts, I didn't update my blog for a short period."

That might be one of the reason i didn't want to update my blog.

There were a lot of factors which motivated me not to blogging anymore.

Now, i have the mood to blog because of several good news.

I am very happy today because i ate "Bak Chang" a.k.a dumpling today in occasion of Dragon Boat Festival celebration.

My parents posted me six "Bak Chang" and a bunch of "Ki Chang".

Thanks, mum and dad...

Now, i would like to have a short nap before i go to INTEC again.

Good Night.

Calculus Test 2 this friday!