Kuching 21st till 31st August

Unfortunately, i didn't jot down my activities day by day...

However, i could remember vividly what i have done and learnt from the trip!...

Holiday is going to end soon.

Today, about 2 p.m, i will fly back to peninsular of Malaysia.

Besides having fun here-Kuching, i have learned a lot of differences between west and east of Malaysia. (Lazy to elaborate)

Thanks to Beverly's family for letting me to stay in their house for more than 1 week.

Thanks for feeding me as well.

Sarawak laksa, belacan bihun, ikan bakar, kiaw(wantan), sio bi, etc....

Thanks for Bev's mum home cooked meals as well.

Thanks for letting to feel i am actually in my own house's as well.

Thanks for giving me privacy as well.

Thanks for everything.

Although we didn't do a lot of outings as expected, i have had fun.

(P/s: At least i have had time to finish my assignment like Chemistry lab reports and Chemistry batteries research paper.)

Well, i didn't touch calculus at all. No mood and i didn't know how to do it!

--The weather, the food, the environment, the style--

I lazy to post about what kuching would offer you when you're here.

I just want to say one statement: Come here, it will reveal the truth! Good or bad-it's subjective.

For me, it's an eye opener for me. This is because it's quite different from what i expected.

Frankly speaking, i didn't buy any souvenirs as there were nothing capturing my eyes and my pockets. Those souvenirs were very common things like key chains, pens and etc... We could find those kinds of souvenirs everywhere we visited.

Enjoy the scenery, enjoy the air, enjoy everything while i am still here.

Going to say goodbye soon to kuching.

Will i come here again?

Pictures=go to my facebook and explore it!

My Future

These few days i was thinking too much about my future. TOO MUCH!
Since primary, i have to settle all my academic stuffs by myself.
I have to make decisions by myself.
what course, where to study, what to study, what time to study...
My dad and mum have never given any comments about it.
Frankly speaking, my family doesn't really go into academic stuff.
What i have achieved today is what i wanted to achieve.
None of them are my family's hope.
They did hope i could perform well in academic but they didn't expect me to score 12As' in SPM. They didn't expect to further my studies overseas.

Am i too ambitious? Am i?

About my future, i asked my parents' opinions, they said they couldn't decide for me as they didn't know anything about engineering. My mum said she just knew what an accountant is. She said if i wanted to be accountant, she would be the first one to disagree with that.

My future is an engineer. What is an engineer? My parents know nothing about it. I have to make the decision by my own self.

They give me financial support and moral support but not helping me to make any decisions.

By the way, thanks.

I dare to say that i have wasted a lot of your hard-earned money. It has never come to the end. I have to waste your money again for the sake of my future to apply universities.

Although my parents not rich enough to send me off to overseas, they always say don't worry about money, just use it wisely. Their words make me feel guilty, i know what they do to earn money. I know they are working days and nights to feed the whole family's members. My mum is doing part time after the office hours. My dad is working overtime. Why? To earn extra money to let me enjoy my life here.

Today, i have confessed about my real family situation. I blog about this is not to let my readers to feel pity for me. I just to let you guys know how i am here today and why i am still here to discover my future.

A lot of things i have to think of nowadays.

5 days have gone... 5 days to go.... But, i haven't done a thing...

My laziness towards study is getting worse day by day.

I just started to do my homework today.

I haven't touched calculus and physics which the tests are just around the corner.

CALCULUS
Lots to study
Lots to do
Lots of fun?
Wait and see...
Lots to score?
Hopefully, i could score much much better than demotivated test 1.

To-do Lists! (Mid-term Break)

To-do Lists! (Mid-term Break)
Calculus III
-Study, Practice, Redo…
-3rd Sept 2009-test 2
Chapter 13 Vector-Valued Function
Chapter 14 Partial Derivatives
(Focus more on this chapter-Test 2)-I must score it.
-Presentation (Group) – Illustrations of concepts in partial derivatives, directional derivatives, and Tangent Planes.
-Maple Assignment (Group)

Statistics for Calculus
Quiz 1 15/20
Quiz 2 17/20
Quiz 3 19/20
Quiz 4 14/20
Quiz 5 18/20
Assignment 1 20/20
Assignment 2 16/20
Assignment 3 15/20
Assignment 4 16/20
Test 1 70/100

Physics 1
-Just simply study for the coming tests and quizzes.
-2nd September: Mid-term Exam... Good Luck...
Quiz Chapter 1 Supposedly KO
Quiz Chapter 2 Supposedly OK


Introduction to Civilization
-Study for the test… Score it!


Chemistry 2
-Silicon Presentation-Physical Properties (Do the slide-power point)
-Battery Research Paper
-Study for coming quizzes (just simply read because the test 1 was just over)
-Lab report 2 (Rate of Reaction)

Test 1 (Chapter 13, 16, 17) “--/27” (Speechless) – 19 August 2009

*TOEFL
-Practices makes prefect

秀乐爱上中文！

世上无难事，只怕有心人! 虽然这 “Proverb” 很普遍，我始终都很欣赏 “它” 的 “永不可能办到及了解 的 "meaning" 。 我的华文一天比一天 ”厉害”。我本人很怀疑自己如何得到如此的成绩-A2 SPM。

如果我有机会返回到过去， 我不会选择这条乱腾的前途！ 我现在很烦恼，不知如何是好！救命！

为何大家都那么努力？秀乐，努力点吧！为乐而奉！

方向？那个是十全十美的？选择？ 怎样才是百分百真切的？人生？ 如何才是幸福快乐的？秀乐，你何时才能找到你心中想要的？

Random post.... {ignore it}

My laptop was not with me since 7 Aug. Before i went to Intec for the talk, i went to the shop and took back my laptop. Windows Vista... Oh no! I hate it!

I need it in rush. Thus, i didn't have the time to wait for the "damn-slow" technician to re-format my laptop with Windows XP.

I installed the language bar and my audio system after i took back my laptop. THEY DUNNO how to install those program.. I guess they were lazy.

WHATEVER!

I don't want to format my laptop anymore.

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ACADEMIC..
Haiz
Haiz
Haiz
Calculus 3 die
Quizzes and Tests--->>ALL screwed up!
Damn it...
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Chem and physics...
SPEECHLESS.... just wait and see...
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Toefl
26 september... Wish me good luck!
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University Application
3 uni through ossp..
I guess i will let them to apply uiuc, wisconsin madison and lehigh.

will i apply more?
definitely!

But which uni?
DUNNO yet.. Umich is banned by JPA... I want to go there...
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I am frustrated!
I am depressed!
I am emo-ing!

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Haiz.... Speechless!... Emo-ing.... .

Calculus Test this coming thursday!

I screwed up my first and second quizzes of calculus.
First Quiz: 15/20
Second Quiz: 17/20 (It was an open-book quiz) Most of the students scored 20/20. What had i done? Copied wrong formula.

I HAVEN'T PREPARED MENTALLY!

I am lazy to do the exercises.

THE END

Say Goodbye to TM again!

What is this? Pre-calculus!

I have to bring back my pre-calculus file. Just lend to junior! I "sayang" it so much!

I want it back in proper arrangement!

What is this?

Oh... Table Tennis Net...

Haha... It's not mine... I just helped someone to buy it.... RM 55! Dunno it is considered cheap or expensive! Good Luck for those are playing for SAF and KARISMA!

How about this? Is that me?

Yupe, it's my stuff~.

Of course, it is not new stuff. The racket is old stuff but the shuttlecocks are all new... It costed me RM 30!

How about this?

Kelantan FOOD...

Those are the things i will bring back tomorrow...

What's more?

OMG

1 Chemistry textbook

1 Physics textbook

1 calculus textbook

1 laptop!

What's else?

No clothes!

Thanks...

How am i going to carry all those things?

TOEFL oh TOEFL

It's not your time!