Think too much… Am I?

OmG…

CoNgrAtulations…

I haven't done a thing for Calculus Chapter 11.

Tomorrow my class will start on 10a.m. That means I have more time to sleep.

My birthday is looming large but I seem to have no mood to celebrate it.

Happy Birthday to Nanthini, ex-landoverian.

Hopefully, I will be in the mood soon.

I dunno what I am thinking right now.

I am kinda of thinking about too many things.

Well, suddenly, I feel like life is short, I should appreciate it.

Suddenly, I feel like a loner. Okay, I am a loner. This fact is verified.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about my grandma, my dad, my mum and my bro.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about my old school friends, my matriculation friends and etc.

Out of the blue, I am thinking about the activity I have done so far.

Suddenly, I am thinking about the stupidest activity I had done in order to gain attention during my secondary school.

Suddenly, I recall back my old memories which are all memorable and unforgettable.

Talking about why I am so moody this few days. Maybe, I miss my previous episode of life.

After coming here, I feel like nobody. I don't have any trusted friends so far.

I always say I'm fine here to everyone who asked me.

Even my best friends during my old school days, I also lied to them.

They seldom read my blog. So, I have no worry to blog here about them.

Even my parents asked me how do I do, I always reply the same things.

"I'm fine."

Actually, I'm not fine at all. I stressed up easier. I have no place to express my feelings except my blog.

"Even though I seem to have no problem outside, my heart keeps bleeding day and night."

Hopefully, there are people who understand what I meant.

Emoing for no any valid reasons....

I don't know why i am not in the good mood these few days.

"Others didn't dare to ask me."

However, i noticed and realized that i am in bad mood these few days.

Kill me

Sleeping disorder….

I just woke up.

I slept in the study room…

6.00a.m. to Now...

Help me to fight this disorder…

I haven't done anything for calculus…

Trying to do calculus but I face problem for every single question…

Why?

 

 

Random post… Sorry, mum and dad…

I used RM1200 during May 2009.

I didn't realize that.

What did I buy?

What had I done during May 2009?

My mum and dad didn't ask me what had I done or bought during May 2009.

They just asked me to spend the money wisely and "berjimat-cermat". They afraid they can't afford it anymore.

I feel sorry and start from today I will use the money wisely and be as thrifty as possible.

I went out to Midvalley, Sunway, Sg.Weng, Berjaya Times Square, Bukit Jalil and etc since 4^th May 2009.

I bought lots of things which I can't remember what I had bought.

I bought Swimming Suit, Swimming Cap, beg, Stuffs to eat, clothes, and etc…..

I bought a lot of useless things.

I bought "them" for no purpose.

I hope I won't spend money on those things again.

Oh, I'm going to ADFP night but I haven't seen my dress. I bought a pair of high-heel shoes yesterday night which costs me RM39.90. Well, it was quite cheap compare to I spend on food.

Dress, my mum will post it to me soon. Hopefully, what she will post soon is what I want. I hope she didn't misinterpret what I want. Frankly speaking, I have never ever worn a dress.

I went out with Sundrina, Beverly and Justina yesterday night. They bought nothing except Beverly. She bought Vinci's cheap stuffs. 70% discount. Hehe. The initial purpose was to find dress to Sundrina! However, she ended up with undecided. 2 dress to choose. Hopefully, she can make her mind up as soon as possible.

My handphone Story…..

"I shall not change my handphone often."    

I seldom use my hp recently.

No sms, no call recently.

Just my parents call me recently.

I have a lot of credit for my maxis number. I waste RM10 for restaurant city 2 days ago. I have to top-up every month and I think it is wasteful for not using that money thus I decided to use it even though it was wasteful too.

 

Thank you to Someone who want to kill me!

Sunway… oops… Sungai Wang was our choice today..

Initially, we planned to go to Mid Valley or Sunway as our destination after Calculus Test 2.

However, due to many reasons, we went to Sungai Weng and Berjaya Times Square.

"To someone who asked me to go to die because of "menghalang" my 2 friends for not going to Sunway as planned before. I would like to say thank you rather than say "You will die first before me!" or "sorry!"

Thank you for proving to me the true friendship amongst us.

Thank you for letting me know what is bad and what is good.

Thank you for letting me know sometimes force can't be applied on everybody.

Thank you for letting me understands that we can't be good human beings in many situations.

I'm tired… I will update the blog as soon as possible…

Calculus…..

Emo for Calculus… Is it worth to do so?

Statistics:

Quiz 1: 23/25— 2 marks-due to my careless mistakes. I forgot to write the constant.

Quiz 2: 25/25

Quiz 3: 24/25

Quiz 4: 19/25— The worst quiz~. This quiz I didn't expect to score high. I was sick that morning. (Accuse) However, I found out I didn't know how to do it because I didn't study for this quiz.

Quiz 5: 25/25

Quiz 6: (Haven't given back) However, I am sure that I can't score full mark already. This is because "out of the blue", I am sure that I did wrong for the Maclaurin Polynomials. I differentiate wrong for the constant 1; I kept the "1". Supposedly, after the differentiation process, it becomes Zero, "0". Gosh…

I feel very stupid now! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

Test 1: 84/90 or 93/100…. Question 1—Got 0!—I did a very stupid careless mistake that I had never ever done before that. I copied wrongly for question 1. I felt very bad when I realized that. Hopefully, I won't do that mistake again!

This Friday, it will be another test. Hopefully, I can score well because I didn't study hard as I was facing the first test.

So far, the quizzes consist of 25 per cent for the final grade.

23+25+25+24+19=116

116/125 X 25=23.2

Each Test is 20 per cent

Test 1:

93/100 X 20= 18.6

We will 2 more tests which are 40 per cent.

The assignments and maple is 10 per cent, supposedly I could score at least 9.

The rest 5 per cent is AAP. Hopefully I can score at least 4.

Basically, now I have lost 1+1+1.4+1.8=5.2 marks.

It is also meant I have to score almost full mark for my test 2 and 3 in order to score A for my final grade.

Xiu Le, you can do it!

I shall start to study!

It's not the time for me to play!

It's time for me to prove that I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

I CAN!

No A+ is okay (What can I do? I score badly for my test 1) but I still want 4.00 for my calculus 2!

Believe that I can do it!

*P/s: Good Luck to all the adfpians who are going to sit for Calculus test 2 this Friday.

"Wish me good Luck."

My birthday
is looming large but I seem to have no mood to celebrate it. Hopefully, I won't celebrate it with tears of sadness or disappointed.

Everyone has a dreamed gift for his/her birthday. For me, especially this year, I would like to experience "LOVE". The "LOVE" for me it doesn't consist of the couple love only. It includes family love and friends love.

"LOVE" is a very sensitive word for some of us including myself. I didn't have the open mindset to accept others' love. I am who I am. I have the difficulty to response to Love sometimes especially from my mum and dad.

I can't accept others' kindness towards me without any valid reasons. Anything happen around me must be a reason. That is my principle. Even a couple has been together, there is a reason. "Love is blind." Is it true? Someone please prove to me!

I'll be 19^th year old soon.

Siew La,

6.19 p.m.

June 2, 2009

(I'm waiting for my broadband)

I want to study but I can't study! (Accuse)

"Study calculus takes a lot of time!"

 

 

"Calculus' revision will start about 8p.m." Hopefully, I can keep my promise to myself!

I just want to say "Thank You" to my parents!

"After someone complaint one of my posts, I didn't update my blog for a short period."

That might be one of the reason i didn't want to update my blog.

There were a lot of factors which motivated me not to blogging anymore.

Now, i have the mood to blog because of several good news.

I am very happy today because i ate "Bak Chang" a.k.a dumpling today in occasion of Dragon Boat Festival celebration.

My parents posted me six "Bak Chang" and a bunch of "Ki Chang".

Thanks, mum and dad...

Now, i would like to have a short nap before i go to INTEC again.

Good Night.

Calculus Test 2 this friday!