The journey begins

The journey to my real university life is going to begin.

The fall 2009 is just over.

This indicates i have to start to do a lot of things.

University application is the most important thing to start.

However, TOEFL comes first in the list to do~

Final Examination is GOING ON.....

24th October 2009
8.35a.m. to 10.35a.m
CTES 30 Introduction to Civilization
The highest prediction for the final Grade: B+
Presentation 9.5/10
AAP: 9/10
Test: 18/20
Assignment: 18/20
Final Exam: 3?/40 (Hopefully)
AIM: B+

(I sat for the final exam yesterday morning, i felt that i screwed it up because i didn't remember the points for the essay which was 20 percent of the final grade.) Bye, bye!


26th October 2009
CALCULUS III
The highest prediction for the final Grade: A-
Tests: 34.8/40
Test 4 helps me a lot as i scored 97/100 for it... Thanks, TEST 4
In order to get A for final grade, i have to score 97/100 for my final exam which is kinda of impossible.
So, i predict that i will score B or B+ or A- for my calculus 3.

27th October 2009
PHYSICS I
The highest prediction for the final Grade: A+
I just say it...
But i just aim A as i have no time to study it...
Hopefully, i would screw it up..
Wish me luck!
I score almost full mark for all my tests and quizzes, so i didn't worry about my final that much...
Well, it isn't me alone who is scoring almost full mark for all tests and quizzes, there are a quite of number of students who managed to score so for physics. Thus, please don't assume that i'm an expert in physics. I damn noob in physics..

28th October 2009
CHEMISTRY II
The highest prediction for the final Grade: B
Test 1: 20/27
Test 2: 24/27
Test Percentage: 28.5/35
Assignments: 14.2/15
Quizzes: 13/15 (Not so sure)
AAP: 3.5/5 (just predict so)
Percentage lost: 10.8%

Final Examination: 30%
I am damn noob for chemistry...
So, i predict the highest i could score for chem final is 40/50 which is 24/30~

So, the total percentage lost is 16.8 percent which will give me a B (3.00) for my chemistry II...


Chemistry 2 Lab
The highest prediction for the final Grade: A-
(Hopefully, i manage to get at least B+ for this one credit hour course)

Prediction:

Lowest GPA: 3.28
GCPA: 3.44

Highest GPA:3.57
GCPA: 3.50

JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST
PREPARE FOR THE WORST

GAMBATEH!

Good luck for those are sitting for the final too..

Aka Aka Fighting...


I am damn worry i don't get what i hope for... (*-*)

THE END OF CALCULUS WORLD

I’m FRUSTRATED!!!

Calculus 3
Test 1: 68/100
Totally believed that I was lazy.
Test 2: 78/100
Partially believed that I was lazy and partially believed that I was stupid
Test 3: 82/100
Now, I totally believe that I am stupid.

Test 4: How much? Who cares?
No more A+, A and even A-. Maybe no more B+.
Who knows?

Siew La is getting first C for her math-related subject.

Calculus isn’t my world anymore!

I don’t want to give any accuses to console myself anymore.

THE END OF CALCULUS WORLD.

Next week
CALCULUS TEST 4
CHEMISTRY TEST 2

Next two week
FINAL

Shut Down

Reduce the online activities due to:-

Traumatized Chemistry Test 1 Mark: 20/27 - 17.5 % of final grade... Lost 5 % dy!
Calculus->> First C or D ever! for my mid-term grade!

My chemistry mid-term grade-84--> B- or C+?
My calculus mid-term grade *(worst test, worst quizzes)--> 70 or less? C or D?

Whatever!

Calculus Test 2 is looming large... exactly 12 hours from now!

I am going to sleep.

Hereby, i officially announce that my blog won't be updated anymore until the end of this semester!

Gonna to concentrate on studies!

Kuching 21st till 31st August

Unfortunately, i didn't jot down my activities day by day...

However, i could remember vividly what i have done and learnt from the trip!...

Holiday is going to end soon.

Today, about 2 p.m, i will fly back to peninsular of Malaysia.

Besides having fun here-Kuching, i have learned a lot of differences between west and east of Malaysia. (Lazy to elaborate)

Thanks to Beverly's family for letting me to stay in their house for more than 1 week.

Thanks for feeding me as well.

Sarawak laksa, belacan bihun, ikan bakar, kiaw(wantan), sio bi, etc....

Thanks for Bev's mum home cooked meals as well.

Thanks for letting to feel i am actually in my own house's as well.

Thanks for giving me privacy as well.

Thanks for everything.

Although we didn't do a lot of outings as expected, i have had fun.

(P/s: At least i have had time to finish my assignment like Chemistry lab reports and Chemistry batteries research paper.)

Well, i didn't touch calculus at all. No mood and i didn't know how to do it!

--The weather, the food, the environment, the style--

I lazy to post about what kuching would offer you when you're here.

I just want to say one statement: Come here, it will reveal the truth! Good or bad-it's subjective.

For me, it's an eye opener for me. This is because it's quite different from what i expected.

Frankly speaking, i didn't buy any souvenirs as there were nothing capturing my eyes and my pockets. Those souvenirs were very common things like key chains, pens and etc... We could find those kinds of souvenirs everywhere we visited.

Enjoy the scenery, enjoy the air, enjoy everything while i am still here.

Going to say goodbye soon to kuching.

Will i come here again?

Pictures=go to my facebook and explore it!

My Future

These few days i was thinking too much about my future. TOO MUCH!
Since primary, i have to settle all my academic stuffs by myself.
I have to make decisions by myself.
what course, where to study, what to study, what time to study...
My dad and mum have never given any comments about it.
Frankly speaking, my family doesn't really go into academic stuff.
What i have achieved today is what i wanted to achieve.
None of them are my family's hope.
They did hope i could perform well in academic but they didn't expect me to score 12As' in SPM. They didn't expect to further my studies overseas.

Am i too ambitious? Am i?

About my future, i asked my parents' opinions, they said they couldn't decide for me as they didn't know anything about engineering. My mum said she just knew what an accountant is. She said if i wanted to be accountant, she would be the first one to disagree with that.

My future is an engineer. What is an engineer? My parents know nothing about it. I have to make the decision by my own self.

They give me financial support and moral support but not helping me to make any decisions.

By the way, thanks.

I dare to say that i have wasted a lot of your hard-earned money. It has never come to the end. I have to waste your money again for the sake of my future to apply universities.

Although my parents not rich enough to send me off to overseas, they always say don't worry about money, just use it wisely. Their words make me feel guilty, i know what they do to earn money. I know they are working days and nights to feed the whole family's members. My mum is doing part time after the office hours. My dad is working overtime. Why? To earn extra money to let me enjoy my life here.

Today, i have confessed about my real family situation. I blog about this is not to let my readers to feel pity for me. I just to let you guys know how i am here today and why i am still here to discover my future.

A lot of things i have to think of nowadays.

5 days have gone... 5 days to go.... But, i haven't done a thing...

My laziness towards study is getting worse day by day.

I just started to do my homework today.

I haven't touched calculus and physics which the tests are just around the corner.

CALCULUS
Lots to study
Lots to do
Lots of fun?
Wait and see...
Lots to score?
Hopefully, i could score much much better than demotivated test 1.