OmG…
CoNgrAtulations…
I haven't done a thing for Calculus Chapter 11.
Tomorrow my class will start on 10a.m. That means I have more time to sleep.
My birthday is looming large but I seem to have no mood to celebrate it.
Happy Birthday to Nanthini, ex-landoverian.
Hopefully, I will be in the mood soon.
I dunno what I am thinking right now.
I am kinda of thinking about too many things.
Well, suddenly, I feel like life is short, I should appreciate it.
Suddenly, I feel like a loner. Okay, I am a loner. This fact is verified.
Out of the blue, I am thinking about my grandma, my dad, my mum and my bro.
Out of the blue, I am thinking about my old school friends, my matriculation friends and etc.
Out of the blue, I am thinking about the activity I have done so far.
Suddenly, I am thinking about the stupidest activity I had done in order to gain attention during my secondary school.
Suddenly, I recall back my old memories which are all memorable and unforgettable.
Talking about why I am so moody this few days. Maybe, I miss my previous episode of life.
After coming here, I feel like nobody. I don't have any trusted friends so far.
I always say I'm fine here to everyone who asked me.
Even my best friends during my old school days, I also lied to them.
They seldom read my blog. So, I have no worry to blog here about them.
Even my parents asked me how do I do, I always reply the same things.
"I'm fine."
Actually, I'm not fine at all. I stressed up easier. I have no place to express my feelings except my blog.
"Even though I seem to have no problem outside, my heart keeps bleeding day and night."
Hopefully, there are people who understand what I meant.
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