The journey back to kelantan was cancelled due to...

My tears were dropping down non-stop after knowing that jpa going to send me off to ohio state university. Thus, i cancelled my taxi to kl sentral and didn't manage to take the board on the train yesterday night.

Where am i now?
Subang Airport.

I'm not rich just i missed my bed so bed.


I really want to go back due to a lot of bad things happened around me recently.

I really want to take a rest.

I'm sorry, mum and dad. i know rm200 isn't easy to earn.

I just too lazy to blog about it. Thanks everyone in helping me sorting out my problem. Just pray hard for the most correct path for my future.

Overall, I have a awesome Spring Semester, but ...

Spring 2010, today marks the end of IT. I have just finished my final examination.
Despite the sudden breakthrough news that has made me depressed and wonder about my personality, spring semester was really awesome.

Let's start with the good things first.

Literature with Mr.Kamal
As you all knew me, myselfpsl, never like languages. However, she enjoyed literature class. I have learned a lot about American's writing. The more i learn about literature, the more i love language. Thanks

Physics 2 with Mr. Nizam
Simple lecture yet complicated stuff. Hopefully, i can score well for this subject although it's not transferable.

C++ with Ms.Saidatul
I love this subject very much. I enjoy every single thing i learned. If possible, i really want to major in it.

Technical Writing with Ms.Kiranjeet
Just normal esl course. Didn't aim high for this. Thanks to my teammates! You guys have surely upgraded my grade.

and Finally CTES with Mr.Redha
Legal issues, didn't aim for it too.. Still, i was thinking of opt it but given up due to the high carrier mark, 52/60. The highest for actp is 53. If i did well for the final, the highest i could get is B+. just hope for that.

Enough with academic stuffs. Let's move on to my life.

YEa, it's depressing.

I really depressed.

It's undeniable i'm bad but i'm not that bad.

I might be selfish but my selfishness is not that high.

Really don't want to talk about it.

Friends, if you really cared, just let's me be what i want to be.

I really upset to hear that i'm irritating and annoying and selfish and unethical.

Full stop.

Yea, going back to tm real soon.

I'm emo again!

Frankly speaking, my emoness can be stopped.
Final is approaching. What i can say for my progress is 0% studied.

Took a look at my test 2 paper, surprisingly, i didn't screw it but i screwed my quiz 4 which me i lost 1.7 mark for final grade.

i have to score above 90 in the final examination which is kinda of impossible for me to score A!
I need want a A not A+ like others.

moody-it isn't my fault. i'm sorry.

yea, i am emo these few days.
frankly speaking, i also dunno the specific reasons.
yea, i admit i feel sad before i didn't do well for my c++ test 2. i realized i wrote the program wrongly. that's my stupid mistake.
yea, i admit i feel tension that final is approaching.
yea, i admit i feel "unhappy" with my c++ game.
but all those things are normal things. should not have affected my mood.

10 more days, i will go back to TM. but, i am not that happy.

i have 2 more presentation to do. C++ game and Empirical Report.

Assignment-C++ game, Empirical Report, CTES which due next week.

3 final subjects-CTES, physics, C++..

less than 10 days to study. tension!

Nothing much can i do when i'm moody. don't feel like doing anything.

i have to admit that my mind is thinking about life after intec which i shouldn't think right now.
frankly speaking, i think the reason why i'm so emo not because of stuffs in intec, isn't hectic actually. but because stuffs after intec.

i'm sorry, friends if my moody-ness brings some effects to u guys...

gambateh for the final week of this spring sem.

26-30 april, btn!